So I'm standing there watching me shoot myself down in flames. I really suck at making first impressions. Argh. "I'll see you online" may as well be, "piss off, runt."
Angst!
I feel like such a stupid kid. I haven't had a crush, a big crush, the kind where you don't know what to say around the person beause you're just full of "wow," in a long time. I suppose this is something I should tell her, since typing it out in a journal she'll never read doesn't do a damn thing.
I'll have dialogue worthy of a lovelorn Kevin Smith movie in my head, but none of it ever comes out. I'll have my own abbreviated version of Holden's speech to Alyssa in my head, but when I get around to charming it up, I forget everything. BLANK. Completely thoughtless. It takes everything to keep blinking.
Right, so that was a bit of hyperbole.
Anyway, I like heated seats in cars. They're the best thing in the world.
Angst!
I feel like such a stupid kid. I haven't had a crush, a big crush, the kind where you don't know what to say around the person beause you're just full of "wow," in a long time. I suppose this is something I should tell her, since typing it out in a journal she'll never read doesn't do a damn thing.
I'll have dialogue worthy of a lovelorn Kevin Smith movie in my head, but none of it ever comes out. I'll have my own abbreviated version of Holden's speech to Alyssa in my head, but when I get around to charming it up, I forget everything. BLANK. Completely thoughtless. It takes everything to keep blinking.
Right, so that was a bit of hyperbole.
Anyway, I like heated seats in cars. They're the best thing in the world.