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doctoroctopus

Raleigh, NC

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Sunday Mar 23, 2003

Mar 23, 2003
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What is it about me? What is it about me that makes people think I can be walked over like a doormat? What is it about me that makes people think that I have no considerable feelings? What is it about me that makes people think that no matter how hard I try, I don't need to be taken seriously? What is it about me that cares so damn much about what other people think? What is it about me that makes me not give a shit about things that are important? What is it about me that makes me not want to be here? What is it about me that makes me realize that my poetry is lame, and yet still I try? What is it about me that just wants to tell everyone to fuck off, but doesn't want to be frowned upon? What is it about me that makes me fear the opinion of others, and not give a shit at the same time? What is it about me that makes me so ashamed of who I am, and yet I give the opposite impression? What is it about me that makes me want to see a peaceful mankind, while also wishing existence were to cease? What is it about me that I feel the need to write a poem that makes no sense? What is it about me that doesn't give a shit if anyone appreciates it, cause I know it's sincere? And alas, what is it about me that makes me wonder about this question? Damn, I just don't know what I am!!! :-/
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23_skidoo:
the funny thing is I *envy* you ...i am a native of Tucson and am displaced here in Chicago (at least for another 2 years) ..and every day i wish i was back home ...two words i learned early on about other people's opinion of who i am are "Fuck 'em" ...hope that helps.
May 31, 2003
alexis:
I get black and white cookies.. they are sold at mom and pop deli-marts here in Philly. They are soooooo good, 10 x better than a donut. If you buy a bag, then I will ship you come cookies and we can share smile.

About your entry... you suffer from nice guy syndrome. People sometimes take advantage of the fact that you're so nice. Your poetry is not senseless, it's a way of creative release, which is healthy so you're not bottling it up. I guess that you have to realize that you are unique, and what it sounds like, a pretty cool person, and that's what important. Love yourself man!
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