doctashock

There isn't much point in dwelling on them at all. Loyality and commitment to ANYTHING has been tossed out long ago like the soiled diaper. Soon as that grass looks a tad more green on the other side of the fence, they get right to jumpin'. Can't say I blame all of them. Many guys aren't worth being pissed on if they were engulfed in a napalm wave. Although it seems the ladies always seem to go for the trouble guys anyway. That can mean trouble in any fashion like job, attitude, promiscuity, theft, or any other possible absurdity you can think up. I think it's a politically correct dumbing down that's making us give the girls some slack in this department. Nothing that has happened to you gives you the right to treat other people like shit. Take the psycho-babble to bed. You either work at being good or work at being bad. I don't care what has happened to your sex in the past or to you as a person. If you aint committed to struggling for a positive relationship and treat your significant other like a disposable product than perhaps you deserve to wind up with the Pabst Blue Ribbon swilling jerk that has a penchant for cold-cocking his "bitches"

Sorry about the rant but I'm just tired of hearing women complain about relationships. It seems people are not distinguishing between "Old Toys I don't Want to Play With Anymore" and "Concrete Human Relationships". Maybe it's a Western Civilization thing. Hell, I didn't go to school much.

sounds like the sg ohio holiday party is gonna be a good time. im looking forward to it. this will be my 2nd sg event so im definitely looking forward to it.

im finally back!!! got my account back & working today. woo hoo!!!

you write the fucking longest posts. man i need a cigarette after reading that.

Fuck ravers. Fuck drugs. I agree with you on most chemical points. I would like dabble in more LSD for creative purposes. Anything else can take a walk. Cough syrup is more of like hero worship. Y'know like Warren Sapp fans might use steroids well Lester Bangs fans just abuse the Tussin. I hate the shit. It makes me sick.

You need to get one of those blackjack personal beating devices. Cops in teh forties and fifties used to carry those bad mammajammas. Crack some creeps head wide open with one of those. I like to call 'em Gestapo Repitition Sticks. With the GRS and a boxcutter you'll be a hair's breath away from vigilante.

Words of advice. If you have anything valuable don't keep it in this new space. CDs, books, records, videos, jewlery whatever. People don't have any scruples anymore. Just the essentials and small appliances. Wherever there is rent due and any mild to Trainspotting-esque drug usage things tend to disappear. You probably know that whole song and dance anyway.

good luck

lemme know if u plan on coming to the show in troy on the 29th... should be a good one!

wanna know what exchance sums up my week?

me: "you make me happy."
my boy: "[insert giggle here] you're butt is warm."

Sorry about not stopping by DoctaShock's Lab. My second job keeps me occupied. Bouncing drunks at the Durty Bird downtown. Horrible Horrible music, Great looking girls.

Keep the faith man. Don't worry about getting a place. Stay where you are. I'm not moving out unless I'm thrown out. I'll do the yardwork and the housework and pay for my own food. Plus I pay the electric bill here. It's all gravy. The whole status symbol of having a "pad" is a fucking mirage. The whole fruit stand is going to go up in the hurricane anyway so you may as well have nothing to lose.

you're only normal for this. i'm not going to say that i know exactly how you feel because people say that to me right before i beat the fuck out of them. but, i can say that i know a version of what you're feeling and it's okay. welcome to being human with an above average iq. just watch the attempts at trying to get the SG's attention. they're only people too. naked ones. but somehow, you're showing more of yourself than they do of them. if that makes sense. living out of a car is rough. not trusting women is rough. recycling your friends is just part of the incestuous circle of life. your assignment for today is to throw a rock through a window. even if it's already broken or open. then, take a sharpie and write your name on the back pages of three books that do not belong to you.

yeah, the show on the 25th was off da hook as i expected it to be. great crowd from start to finish. it was great!!! it was a rockin good time to say the least. im doing a regular show in troy on nov. 29th w/ my friends legbone & some other friends... and then a show in dayton probly on dec. 5th. lemme know if u wanna make it out for any of those.

id actually like to get my friends legbone out to toledo sometime too. and lemme know of any bands u know who might want to come out & play the troy / dayton area.

but lemme know if yr gonna make it out so we can meet in person. later man.

midterm was murder. thanks for asking though. out of the frying pan and into the fryer, caculus midterm on friday, fuck yeah. but then i'm going to enjoy the weekend, and by "enjoy the weekend" i mean get black out drunk, because that seems to be the only legitimate hobby i have these days. crazy kids trying to cut a man down by his record collection, i too have amassed an eclectic record collection and refuse to show any shame about it. but i still talk plenty of shit. i just don't really mean it, cos chances are, the kids probably don't like the shit i listen to either. you know what's funny, is every time i have sex with music on i keep on having to flip the fucking record, and so sometimes the record will end and then there will just be that bump...... babump...... babump... that's sexy.

nice try. get rid of that milli vanilli, man. there's no fucking excuse!

ah yeah. out the car. aesop rock is the hot shit. atmosphere is most certainly not, but don't tell anyone i said that. kids on this website will castrate you. especially the straight edge ones. quality girls? yeah there's a dozen or so. but some B grade ass may not hurt. although, i may very well be the first to say that it doesn't help all that much either. i spend all my money on instant gratification, and although it gets me through the day, we all know that's bad. yeah. so that's the word.

This fucking website ate my post last night. You would have liked it. Now I've got nothing

Keep on keepin' on.

i just went through something similar, not as severe. i mean i was never in love with her, but i would have been real easy to fall ridiculously in love with her (sigh, grrrls suck...). so maybe you can take some solace in knowing that other people go through similar crap. hang in there, things will get better

there's no such thing as a safe assumption, i'm sure, but yes.

aim me bro "mygiraffro" let it all out

I agree with Toria. You aint drunk enough if the grammar is lookin' peachy. Get fucking twisted, man.