doctashock

alright, alright, alright....

Looks like the high bid is gonna go to burstandbloom. I think the 50CD's and publicity for my band is what sealed it. (but the lap dance and titties in my face don't hurt either)

and since I'm now an official pimp ... there will be another auction coming up soon.

But for now I would like to publicly state that right now, my only loyalty in Toledo is to myself. This needs to be out in the open, not because I plan to fuck anybody over, but because I am not in this city to help anyone else fulfill their dreams.

While I'm styuck here, I will help you all that I can and people already know that. But as soon as the opportunity comes up for me to go someplace else or do my thing... all of my so called"obligations" to you are gonna take a back seat.

I'm not trying to be mean, but I just thought we should get that out in the open. You already see how busy I am. Please don't assume that the dedication I put into everything I do means that I'm banking on your projects as much as you are. I'm trying to do my own thing. I suggest you have a back-up plan because it's no secret that I want out... and soon. It's not my fault there is a severe deficiency of dependable people in this town. Don't take my kindness for weakness. I will not be taken advantage of.

"...and I hate/ everybody / there's nobody here that I see/ that I would want for a friend/ but what I don't understand/ is why don't nobody like me"

God I hate this town.