doctashock

Quannam world tour here I come!!!!!

DJ Shadow
Blackalicious
Lyrics Born
Lateef the Truth Speaker
Lifesavas

Talk about a Happy Easter.
I think I'm gonna take a copy of my resume with me. I really, really need to go on tour. I've done some thinking and I realize that I am destined for a life on the road.

I think I'm gonna start focusing a lot more of my energy on "Drone". The past few shows have been amazing.. even the ones where we knew they weren't up to par. Everytime the guys play they get new fans, people that wanna book them, and other bands that wanna play with them, or put them in the studio.

"Hey, I found 'em first bitches!!!!!!"

Seriously I love these guys and I think they may just be my ticket outta this town. There's a funny story about how I didn't realize how long I'd actually known Solo until I went to his house and his mom remembered when I babysat him. (seriously I didn't realize it was the same kid... it was over 15 years ago, but for a while there he was at my place like once a week destroying my room).

I'm seriously reconsidering the judgement of some of the people I went into running this club for. Stupid shit tends to happen when I leave town, and I need to be able to go someplace and trust that certain standard will be maintained. I mean publicly, my name is the one associated most with the venue, so when vice squad starts busting kids in your parking lot for underage drinking... while we are applying to get a liquor licence... and planning to promote one of the floors as a teen club... I get a little noid. Whether or not we got in trouble as a venue.. it still just looks bad.

I mean I like booking shows for the place, but really I could care less about running a club. Like I said above, it's just a means of networking and expanding my resume so I can go on to what I really want to do.

I'm such a fuckin' rockstar... I just never learned to play the guitar... lol.

So I'm quite introspective right now. I wish I had somebody to work out my thoughts with. Somebody who really knows me and understands my ambitions and can support and motivate me. I think it's about time I got myself a girlfriend. Anybody wanna submit an application?

P.S. to all the guys like me out there:

apparently if you're "a little reserved and act like a gentleman" most of the time you will come off as gay to most women. Even if you are consistently flirting with them throughout the night and trying your hardest not to stare at her chest while your talking to her. What's up with that?????!!!!!!!!!