doctashock

I miss LX already...
hopefully he'll email me when he gets to Day-twah

Saturn says she'll be back... but I'm sure I'll see her around...

Jackie... I hope to keep getting your IM's.. even if you are in class and should be paying attention to things more important than I...

On that note... I think it's time for a friend audit. I'm not gonna initiate contact with any of you for a couple of days... if you don't notice that I'm gone... maybe you should have to re-earn your position on my friends list.

This obviously doesn't apply to those of you who don't necessarily update your journals on a regular basis but still call or IM me pretty much every day...

or allow me to spend the night at your house whenever I come to town...

or beg me to come hang out damn near every weekend because as you say" I kick soo much ass"

or put me on the guest list at your shows whether or not I can always make it out

or those of you who have asked me to just up and take off with you to wherever we may end up (and for some scary reason I didn't think you were being sarcastic)...

or call me at home just to say what's up,

...or to let me hear how fucked up your voice is because you're sick...

or have given me all 4 of your screenames because you still wanna talk to me while trying to avoid other members...

or to those of you who have recently lost your jobs and been iggin me because you're in your own little world right now... but still send me hallmark cards to let me know you're thinking of me....

and especially not to those of you who are going through a really strange and confusing time right now because of things that have happened you may not have been ready for....

this is still not a real journal entry... but to all those mentioned above and any that I may have forgotten it doesn't matter... I think we have moved beyond this.