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Monday Mar 19, 2007

Mar 19, 2007
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I'm hanging out with me
And you're a vacant chair
A chosen compromise
This space we rarely share

And if you lived here you'd be home now

So what you givin' up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
Aimless expectations passing by

If you lived here you'd be home now
If you lived here you'd be home now

And to make it real
I need to have you here
I need to have you
I need to hold you

Barren wasted heart
Neglect of normalcy

And if you lived here you'd be home now
Oh if you lived here you'd be home now

And to make it real
I need to have you here
I need to have you
It can't be sincere
Unless you spend time here
I need to see you...

Supervision is what I need
Some consistence, tangibility
Some casual light days
Part of the furniture
I want to take you for granted
And see you regular

So what you givin' up for me?
And what shall I give up for you?
The separations tired, it's been too long

And to make it real
I need to have you here
I need to have you
It can't be sincere
Unless you spend time here
I need to see you
I need you...

Come home now
VIEW 15 of 15 COMMENTS
monroe:
Not too bad but suuuuuper busy with school and my art show that's coming up. How you been?
Mar 23, 2007
koleeta:
No doubt? Really? I guess I just wasn't expecting something so mainstream from you.

I don't know if there's really anything to say. I actually didn't cry when it happened but I had done enough crying in the days preceeding and since then. Just every now and then I'll think of something. Like I said, there's not really much to talk about but it's just random crying periodically thoughout the day. = /
Mar 25, 2007

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