docj101st

So now i am approximately one month out from deploying again. I have a lot of mixed emotions leaving for war again, some are the same as before, some are completely new. I think i am dealing with stress a little better then before, spent a lot more time with my family which we will see how that effects everyone. Different country, different role, same enemy, same fears of a violent demise, same fears of failure costing one there life. Ah what does 2010 hold for us.

I try to think we as a people have made huge advancements socially but I go to any mall and it seems to be the complete opposite. Its has became a place where poor parents drop their children off to roam and act in utter disarray.

I have notice that life is hard, to gain respect, social status, wealth, security, it really is a day to day battle to make the right decisions to end up at the place we want to be at the end of the night. Most youths want to take the easy way rather then fight for it take it by force then the right way it seems to be a growing trend. people need to start taking an active role in society ass the lowest levels this not something that can be fixed from the top down and soon.

Meanwhile I'll be in trying to fix a country across the world where half the populus doesn't want help in the first place.