I am getting burned out on being a army medic. I hate the treatment and the drive just isn't there. I want
to be an army officer as a career move and to do something different.
I am tired of the lack of supplys and training. I get tired of having to please high ranking people, which is odd, because that is ALL a officer does. I still have the desire to take care of people
and be a service to our country and yours, for I am a servant at heart.
My problem is just how the army and namely fort sill can be sometimes.
Ever been apart of something that sucked "the drive" right out of you? you feel yourself going through the motions, just wasting away.That is kinda what i am dealing with right now. it isnt a challenge. I just wait around until someone gets fucked up real bad or until we deploy overseas again. it may be a cake walk, but to me, it is also draining. we arent called adrenaline junkies for nothing. well, i haven't had mine in a LONG time.
Well, for now i am home on leave. I am cooking every night and it rocks.
Tonight I made home made 4 cheese, beef canniloni and had some ole sawmill bread with exyra virgin olive oil and fresh black pepper. made it all myself. served it with some california muscat wine.
had me a slice of sara lee cheese cake and did my math homework. Movement Problems suck!
Why do I care: when train x leaves at this time and when train y leaves at that time and at what time will it be when they meet/ be z miles apart/ or catch each other.
I added Some Pictures. Be sure to check em out!
great cheesecake
awesome italian muscat white wine
teh best coffee cake evar!!!!!1!!!
Pamagrante liquir. It gets you drunk! You be fucking fat bitchez in no time!
take this pill, it works!
Me looking pale, as usual.
to be an army officer as a career move and to do something different.
I am tired of the lack of supplys and training. I get tired of having to please high ranking people, which is odd, because that is ALL a officer does. I still have the desire to take care of people
and be a service to our country and yours, for I am a servant at heart.
My problem is just how the army and namely fort sill can be sometimes.
Ever been apart of something that sucked "the drive" right out of you? you feel yourself going through the motions, just wasting away.That is kinda what i am dealing with right now. it isnt a challenge. I just wait around until someone gets fucked up real bad or until we deploy overseas again. it may be a cake walk, but to me, it is also draining. we arent called adrenaline junkies for nothing. well, i haven't had mine in a LONG time.
Well, for now i am home on leave. I am cooking every night and it rocks.
Tonight I made home made 4 cheese, beef canniloni and had some ole sawmill bread with exyra virgin olive oil and fresh black pepper. made it all myself. served it with some california muscat wine.
had me a slice of sara lee cheese cake and did my math homework. Movement Problems suck!
Why do I care: when train x leaves at this time and when train y leaves at that time and at what time will it be when they meet/ be z miles apart/ or catch each other.
I added Some Pictures. Be sure to check em out!
great cheesecake
awesome italian muscat white wine
teh best coffee cake evar!!!!!1!!!
Pamagrante liquir. It gets you drunk! You be fucking fat bitchez in no time!
take this pill, it works!
Me looking pale, as usual.
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thank you for saying hi & sending some luvin from Luthie's blog
your pictures cheered me up as well - cheesecake, coffeecake & muscat
hehe - i need a psych so i can get me an Rx for Fuckitol!
have a lovely weekend