dobler

you live and you learn.

i'm starting to wonder if there are any sincere human beings on earth.

everyone is going away on a trip. i'm excited for them. bring me back a shingle, a blade of grass or something. a rock.

i need to lie in my best friends lap. i need her to rub my back while i cry. um, i wish i...
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i wish i knew where piratepirate was.

i had the cutest conversation with a boy i went to highschool with. he talked to me about his 23 year old girlfriend, i talked to him about...a boy.

then he went and did coke lines off of a toilet seat.

what the fuck.

i think it was the most depressing moment of my life by far. especially when he came back and said to...
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sometimes i think i'm the only person on earth.

im too self conscious.

im too pessamistic.

im way too optimistic, in a fantasy sort of way.


i am bitter towards any nice comments directed at me.

i think every boy is a liar.

i think every boy has hidden intentions.

i don't trust boys, but i let them kill me all the time.

boys kill...
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is it alright that i enjoyed lying in his bed?

yeah i think it's alright.

should i pick up the phone?


UGH.

hey piratepirate.

love you.

i was never a stupid teenager who needed to call from someone's house to tell my dad i'm sleeping there and really go sleep at my boyfriends house.

thank god.

i never had a boyfriend anyways.

Holden Caulfield is my boyfriend.


"Alice Holmborg showed me how. You cross your legs and hold your breath and think of something very, very hot. A radiator or something....
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i never really say what im feeling on here.

i always erase it.

but this is exactly what im feeling...un-cut, unscensored, commercial free.

do you think its ever possible to just cut ties with someone in a peaceful, hollywood movie ending kind of way?

sometimes i wish i could do that.

i could have.

but i didnt because i'm too scared of life.


"Don't let...
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i just went to the movies with holden caulfield.

if i had a big basement i would hold dance parties every weekend at my house. i would set up a sweet sound system and just hold dance parties. and even if no one came i would still dance by myself.

i would probly buy a disco ball and some cool lights.

i would have a dancefloor and set up seats around the dance floor...
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i like rob zombie movies. i don't know why, i just like them.

i really liked the end if devils rejects. a lot.

sometimes you gotta listen to lynard skynard and cry.


i hate when you can just tell something is changed forever. you can just tell what another person is thinking and you can't do or say a thing that will make them...
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