dobler

i'm glad that i'm obsessed with things like the show "wife swap" and music.

what do you have to look forward to if you're not infatuated or "in like/love" with things? thats right, nothing.

my grandma on my dads side is on her way out. apparently she's "stable" but in ciritcal condition.

stop me if i'm being rude but.....i have no desire what so ever to visit her in the hospital. sorry, visit my dad's "FAMILY". because really, she isn't even there and wouldn't know if i visited or not. its just a bunch of my dads family who i LOATH sitting around in a room pretending to be upset. they don't give a shit about anyone but themselves and their stupid lives and their money. i could care less about them.

whatever, they have never treated me like part of their family and they all treat my dad like shit. so they can all die a thousand deaths and rot in hell. i love my dad, and my aunt connie and uncle al......FIN.

anyways fuck that stuff. i swear i gained 10 pounds in two days i feel like a fat tub of lard.

i want to go ice skating this year so someone better fucking go with me. at least once.

uuugggggggggggghhhhhhh why can't a cute boy with jeans and a comfy hoodie just be lying in my bed right now waiting for me?