i'm still an insane christmas obsessed freak. but this year is just a bit of a let down.
i have the best christmas memories from when i was younger. i have the best family in the world. had. not to say i still don't have the best family in the world...but a few members are and have been M.I.A for quite some time now. they're busy breaking into houses, doing drugs, getting pregnant, hating me, you know...that sort of thing.
seriously though, double-u tee eff?
fucking jerks. (who i love and miss and wish i was 5 with again so we could play mario brothers and pull each other's hair).
fuck you for not being with me at christmas and loving me back.
i still love christmas.
i have the best christmas memories from when i was younger. i have the best family in the world. had. not to say i still don't have the best family in the world...but a few members are and have been M.I.A for quite some time now. they're busy breaking into houses, doing drugs, getting pregnant, hating me, you know...that sort of thing.
seriously though, double-u tee eff?
fucking jerks. (who i love and miss and wish i was 5 with again so we could play mario brothers and pull each other's hair).
fuck you for not being with me at christmas and loving me back.
i still love christmas.
my grandma, papa and oma are all dying and i did not give any of them hugs.
i am having such mixed emotions right now, i'm sure i will cry as soon as i crawl into bed.