1) for my whole life up until just recently every time someone would compliment my hair i would say i hated it. the colour, the thickness, everything. just recently i've fallen in love with it.
2) i have a rediculous amount of trouble sleeping almost every night. i lay down at 12 but i won't fall asleep until at least 3.
3) i used to be the biggest liar in the world. i made up the craziest lies about everything. i called up my best friend once and told her that my sister had been beat up really badly and i started crying when really nothing like that happened.
4) i'm in love with big cities. but i'm not sure that i could ever live in one.
5) i have serious anxiety problems. sometimes i don't leave the house for 24 hours straight and when i finally do i'm constantly pulling at my clothes and feeling nervous and intimidated by everyone around me.
6) i think the love i have for my mother may be at an unhealthy level. i love her a rediculous amount and i couldn't live without her.
7) i think that my life is a movie.
8) my grandma is really sick and it hasn't sunk in yet. i have a feeling it won't sink in for a while.
9) i work at a thrift store...that i constantly steal from.
10) i always think that every person that comes into my life is going to end up hating me.
11) i love having red bedroom walls.
12) i don't think i look how i'm supposed to look. i do my hair a certain way and dress in certain clothes but i always feel wrong.
13) i love my best friend more than she thinks. and i think about it at night all the time.
14) my mom is always protecting me from bad situations and keeping me away from sadness because she knows i can't handle it. i love her for it.
15) i got a new dresser today. i havn't had anything to put my clothes in, in about 3 years.
16) i'm infatuated with christmas and everything about it.
17) i get my period every 3 months recently.
18) my dad thinks i hate him but really he just maked me want to cry all the time so i can't be around him.
19) i have a blink 182 tattoo.
20) i think material things will make my life better.
2) i have a rediculous amount of trouble sleeping almost every night. i lay down at 12 but i won't fall asleep until at least 3.
3) i used to be the biggest liar in the world. i made up the craziest lies about everything. i called up my best friend once and told her that my sister had been beat up really badly and i started crying when really nothing like that happened.
4) i'm in love with big cities. but i'm not sure that i could ever live in one.
5) i have serious anxiety problems. sometimes i don't leave the house for 24 hours straight and when i finally do i'm constantly pulling at my clothes and feeling nervous and intimidated by everyone around me.
6) i think the love i have for my mother may be at an unhealthy level. i love her a rediculous amount and i couldn't live without her.
7) i think that my life is a movie.
8) my grandma is really sick and it hasn't sunk in yet. i have a feeling it won't sink in for a while.
9) i work at a thrift store...that i constantly steal from.
10) i always think that every person that comes into my life is going to end up hating me.
11) i love having red bedroom walls.
12) i don't think i look how i'm supposed to look. i do my hair a certain way and dress in certain clothes but i always feel wrong.
13) i love my best friend more than she thinks. and i think about it at night all the time.
14) my mom is always protecting me from bad situations and keeping me away from sadness because she knows i can't handle it. i love her for it.
15) i got a new dresser today. i havn't had anything to put my clothes in, in about 3 years.
16) i'm infatuated with christmas and everything about it.
17) i get my period every 3 months recently.
18) my dad thinks i hate him but really he just maked me want to cry all the time so i can't be around him.
19) i have a blink 182 tattoo.
20) i think material things will make my life better.
i have the anxiety issues as well..and i hate them because my mind set can be "i could give a toss" all the time...i go out not reallly caring what people think or what i do..but for some reason its like the body just disagrees...