Warning to anyone who might read this: I am feeling hyper sick right now, and I am trying to rationalize it, so if your expecting an engaging or interesting journal entry, your going to be dissapointed. From the looks of it, it looks like the ravings of a madman.... So be warned 
Its honestly hard to describe how I am feeling right now. Its quite possibly that I am becoming quite sick. I don't really know. I did recover reasonably well from my strep throat, I got the infamous test and it came out negative. Well so much for that. Anyway, back to the present.
I woke up today just another ordinary day. I CANNOT REMEMBER IF I TOOK MY MORNING MEDICATION. Just the drudgery of everyday life I guess. Not much that set this day apart from many others. I had a couple nice conversations today, one with Amanda, Margaret, and then Cassandra. Wow, three in one day, that must be a record.
Anyway, once classes were over I didn't really have much homework to do. But I did have a splitting headache. I was originally planning to get drunk tonight, but with the onset of the headache, I quickly changed this plan. I took 2 ibuprofen, hoping this headache would go away.
Skip ahead about one hour.
My headache had began to get worse. Keeping my thoughts together became somewhat hard, but i had homework to do so my friend and I began that. We ended up getting a lot done. We watched Ninja Scroll, and the Butterfly Effect while we worked. My headache became progressively worse.
Skip ahead an hour.
This is about when I am writing this entry.
My headache has gone from worse, to mind boggling. I have diarhhrea (But this is most likely neither here nor there. I don't know why I am including this, its sort of embarrassing) I am really having a hard time keeping my thoughts together, and it is hard to write this. I am experiencing involuntary... I dont know how to describe them... shivers? Its almost as though my brain can't keep up with my body, like it cant relay the feelings from my body to my brain as fast as it should. Its certainly not like its supposed to be functioning. I really feel like vomiting. Really bad. At this point... goddamn it...
I took my morning medication again, as sometimes this helps "super headaches" go away. I thought maybe it was all just in my head. damnit i have to go to the bathroom again. brb... K, Im back. Goddamnit this is getting really annoying. Where was I? Okay, taking my medication for possibly the second time didn't help. I am still sick as fuck.
My brain really isn't working so hot. I am experiencing a lot of mental anguish, and I am getting rushes of emotion that really don't make much fucking sense. Its fucking painful. I don't know what exactly to think. Im having enough trouble thinking right now as it is... You wouldn't believe how long it is taking me to type this... argh this is asinine.
I really don't want to feel this shitty right now. This is easily the shittiest I have felt in at least a year. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me right now.
If I write anything more it would just be further rambling. I just want to crawl in a ball and die.
If I wake up tommorow, and my situation has worsened, I don't know whether to go to the hospital or not. Fuck.
Its honestly hard to describe how I am feeling right now. Its quite possibly that I am becoming quite sick. I don't really know. I did recover reasonably well from my strep throat, I got the infamous test and it came out negative. Well so much for that. Anyway, back to the present.
I woke up today just another ordinary day. I CANNOT REMEMBER IF I TOOK MY MORNING MEDICATION. Just the drudgery of everyday life I guess. Not much that set this day apart from many others. I had a couple nice conversations today, one with Amanda, Margaret, and then Cassandra. Wow, three in one day, that must be a record.
Anyway, once classes were over I didn't really have much homework to do. But I did have a splitting headache. I was originally planning to get drunk tonight, but with the onset of the headache, I quickly changed this plan. I took 2 ibuprofen, hoping this headache would go away.
Skip ahead about one hour.
My headache had began to get worse. Keeping my thoughts together became somewhat hard, but i had homework to do so my friend and I began that. We ended up getting a lot done. We watched Ninja Scroll, and the Butterfly Effect while we worked. My headache became progressively worse.
Skip ahead an hour.
This is about when I am writing this entry.
My headache has gone from worse, to mind boggling. I have diarhhrea (But this is most likely neither here nor there. I don't know why I am including this, its sort of embarrassing) I am really having a hard time keeping my thoughts together, and it is hard to write this. I am experiencing involuntary... I dont know how to describe them... shivers? Its almost as though my brain can't keep up with my body, like it cant relay the feelings from my body to my brain as fast as it should. Its certainly not like its supposed to be functioning. I really feel like vomiting. Really bad. At this point... goddamn it...
I took my morning medication again, as sometimes this helps "super headaches" go away. I thought maybe it was all just in my head. damnit i have to go to the bathroom again. brb... K, Im back. Goddamnit this is getting really annoying. Where was I? Okay, taking my medication for possibly the second time didn't help. I am still sick as fuck.
My brain really isn't working so hot. I am experiencing a lot of mental anguish, and I am getting rushes of emotion that really don't make much fucking sense. Its fucking painful. I don't know what exactly to think. Im having enough trouble thinking right now as it is... You wouldn't believe how long it is taking me to type this... argh this is asinine.
I really don't want to feel this shitty right now. This is easily the shittiest I have felt in at least a year. I don't know what the fuck is wrong with me right now.
If I write anything more it would just be further rambling. I just want to crawl in a ball and die.
If I wake up tommorow, and my situation has worsened, I don't know whether to go to the hospital or not. Fuck.
holden_caulfield:
I left you some advice where you posted your journal entry. 
itwasduke:
Yeah that stuff was pretty extreme but at least he was honest. Dude feel better, that sucks. I always take a shot or 2 of tequila everytime I get sick, it seems to help. Seriously.