dnmolenaar

Well it is tuesday today.

I can feel the impending doom crashing over me.

Only 2 more days until an extraordinarily hard final for the first half of intensive chinese.

I guess its been reasonably quiet on all fronts.

I think I am almost back in control of things. Hopefully when this week comes to a close I will feel fully in control of things again. At least until the next final comes around.

Also i guess i have no choice of taking the second half of the course. I have to no matter what.

sigh.

I didn't get much sleep last night, for some reason i couldn't go to sleep. So i woke up 15 minutes later than i usually do, didn't put my contacts in before i went to class if that makes any difference, and took 3 caffeine pills instead of my regular two.

Gotta stay awake during class, but must fall asleep promptly at night.

I guess that could be somewhat of a problem. Its probably because of all the stress of the final on friday.

I'm really freaking out about it, but there is not really much use in studying for it, because if I do not comprehend the language by now, what use is cramming going to do? I am just going over the characters as much as I can (take).

the teachers were like, dont worry about it, it won't be much of a problem.

How am I not supposed to not worry about it? it counts for 25 percent of our grade!
Christ.



Hopefully a malt at Annies on friday with my lady friend, and some others from class will wash the bitter taste of defeat out of my mouth.

Of course, we have 10 pages of characters assigned over the weekend. So much for a relaxing weekend after the final.

Fuck.