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dnmolenaar

Willmar Minnesota

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Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

Jul 7, 2004
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In advance, i apologize for this entry being so depressing, but i got some really depressing news about an ex-girlfriend.

Yesterday it was raining the whole damn day.

Luckily one person was there to brighten it. We originally went to coffman union to do some homework (we had a fucking ton) but we decided to go back to annie's parlor. It was a good thing business was slow because of the rain, cause we were there for like 5 hours. Talking, homework, talking in chinese. I met her dad, he is a pretty nice guy, but his sense of humor is kind of silly. But thats okay.

After that i went to another friend's house up here, luckily he was kind enough to give me a ride to and from his house. Its a pretty nice place, he has two cats which are pretty cool.

Then i got back to my place and studied Chinese for a while. Ended up going to bed at 1 am. Woke up at 6.30 to get back to school. Took some caffeine pills in order to stay concious.

Heh. Wow sometimes i read shit that i just don't want to read. Or hear. Or even think about.

(Note: This is from my other diary, and does not apply to anyone here at SG)
I really dislike the type of person who acts excited when i am coming into town or something, and plans to do something, and then when it comes down to making solid plans, they buck out. Not really talking to anyone in particular, but i have a bunch of people who do that. Just cut the fucking bullshit and say you don't want to do anything, mm'kay? Saves me a lot of wondering, time, and wondering who my friends are.

I'm probably going to regret writing this later, but to hell with it. I don't go home much anyway. It's not worth wasting the time trying to plan things with someone who doesn't want to have anything to do with me, but claims that they do to be nice. I don't want friends like that. And thank god for peter/alan/mike/ and sometimes mandy for not playing me for a fool.

Chinese is hard. But after the remainder of this week, and then next week, i will have earned 6 credits.

My lady friend is gone this weekend at a music festival, so I'm going to see if peter wants to come up and visit for the weekend or something. That would be cool if it could work out.

I got a haircut today, it was okay.

I've got a bunch of studying to do before the day is done.

And I have probably ranted enough for today. But this is my first outburst in a long time, so I don't feel so bad.

God.... I just got some really horrible news... My old girlfriend hurt herself pretty bad.. and here I am in the cities and i can't do anything or even call her because I dont have long distance service.
blackeyed puke puke blackeyed blackeyed puke

I feel so terrible, even though it had nothing to do with me. god i feel just awful

Edited to add some random stuff.

Well I have been sitting, stewing about the thing i found out today, for most of the day. I finished my Chinese homework, well 95 percent anyway. I really never expected to get my psychological center of balance knocked around ever again. Hopefully I will feel better tommorow.
portishead1_1:
I know how you feel about friends and making plans. It drives me nuts when mine won't commit or back out of plans.

As far a Chains go, sorry I only have one and its in my collection.

The cats say hi.
Jul 8, 2004

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