dmuff

I want to be alone. I wish I had a couple of days where I had a place to myself and nothing to do. There is so much tension in this house lately, that it's becoming very toxic to me. It was a mistake to live with a couple. That mixed with my not having a girlfriend is really starting to wear me down.

It's become apparent to me that one of my greatest fears is that I'll never be wanted. It makes me feel like shit and act like a fucking spaz.

I guess I'm just a tired and fed up emo bastard tonight. Fuck it.