Be careful what you wish for-
For a legit loooong time I wanted someone. Not like "wouldn't mind a go on that" genuinely wanted to own it.
We dabbled but it never came to anything. Heartbroken dmox!
Time passed, pined a little. Got made to feel like I actually meant nothing.
Met my t'other half- happy.
Wondered "what if" for a while.
Really fell for t'other half. Forgot Action man.
REALLY happy with t'other half- he moves away in a few months, no chance of long distance relationship.
Original heartbreaker returns. Me still with t'other half.
Meet up with original heartbreaker, he tells me I'm basically the be all and end all. (Also looks the best I've ever seen him). He is very much aware that in a few months I'll be on my own.
He is also one of my oldest friends, and will always mean millions to me- I think of him like family. We were close before we toyed with the idea, and even after he hurt me we still stayed the closest ever.
I feel like crap.
I love my other half so much, and I am going to be devastated when he leaves.
I'm going to want my best friend to be there.
I can't cry to him anymore.
I can't spend time with him anymore.
My boyfriend is going to leave.
I'm so full of worry.
For a legit loooong time I wanted someone. Not like "wouldn't mind a go on that" genuinely wanted to own it.
We dabbled but it never came to anything. Heartbroken dmox!
Time passed, pined a little. Got made to feel like I actually meant nothing.
Met my t'other half- happy.
Wondered "what if" for a while.
Really fell for t'other half. Forgot Action man.
REALLY happy with t'other half- he moves away in a few months, no chance of long distance relationship.
Original heartbreaker returns. Me still with t'other half.
Meet up with original heartbreaker, he tells me I'm basically the be all and end all. (Also looks the best I've ever seen him). He is very much aware that in a few months I'll be on my own.
He is also one of my oldest friends, and will always mean millions to me- I think of him like family. We were close before we toyed with the idea, and even after he hurt me we still stayed the closest ever.
I feel like crap.
I love my other half so much, and I am going to be devastated when he leaves.
I'm going to want my best friend to be there.
I can't cry to him anymore.
I can't spend time with him anymore.
My boyfriend is going to leave.
I'm so full of worry.