dmerrie

This has been one of the most diffilcult weeks I have had for a long time. First it was my sister's health now it's my best friend. Her doctor told her she may have cervical cancer. Now I am usually the person people go to when they need cheering up. I even act as a shrink. When she told me this all I could do was cry over the phone. I had nothing to give her, no words, no nothing... I am closer to her than I am to my own sister. I love her with everything I have. I am trying to think positive and hope that her doctor is wrong but everything is telling me that something is wrong. She's had two miscarriages over the past 3 months and she is so weak all of the time. But I guess I should only think positive thoughts right now, hopefully everything will be okay.

On a more positive note, I saw the movie Crash. I thought it was wonderfully done. It about race relations in America. When the funny lines were said (in the movie) you could hear all the nervous laughters. It was like everyone was too afraid to laugh out loud. It was just a well made movie and I hope more people go to see it.

Before I save this entry, I just want to thank everyone for sending nice, positive thoughts my way. My sister really appreciated it.