Monday Jan 17, 2005

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"How come you're not ashamed of what you are?"-elliott smith
I guess I'm just jealous of him. I guess I'm just jealous of those who have the guts to kill themselves. I guess I'm just...

Monday Jan 17, 2005

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Hello,
Wow this was one crazy weekend. On Saturday or whatever, Ben came over (he's Jon's best friend) and he was pretty cool. Then we went to Joe's Crab Shack and met with Beth and her brother and his wife and Beth's roommates. We were celebrating Jon's 25th birthday and afterwards went to Beth's apartment for some cake and jello shots. I've never had jello...
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Friday Jan 14, 2005

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Hello,
Crap. I have been so sick last night and this morning. That's cuz it's flippin' 40 degrees below zero windchill here in Minnesota. Unreal. Yeah, I still feel like shit this morning. Although, waking up to a new Elara set helps. My throat is still soar as heck. I have thought I was gonna cough up blood. Just kidding, I don't have tuberculosis or...
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Tuesday Jan 11, 2005

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Hello,
Wow, I haven't felt any real emotions like this for quite some time seeing as I saw Abigail at college today. Ugh...she was like the first girl who really took my heart and crushed it severely and I am forever grateful to her for that. Whatever. It's just wierd that I would see her. I thought she was going to some other school. Huh....
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apostrophenow:
Welcome and Thank You for joining the Satanist group.

I hope you find it somewhat informative and entertaining, and I encourage you to post often.
roby:
yeah, we did go to the same high school. heh heh. remember gabe? he ruled.

Monday Jan 10, 2005

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Hello,
I just thought of something. SG should maintain a monopoly in the emo porn industry or whatever you want to call it. It is my 21st century idealism...this site. Ugh...I am watching Citizen Kane for the first time. Jon is over at his girlfriend's house. I'm back to the business of killing mice. I don't work for the next two days so tomorrow I...
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Monday Jan 03, 2005

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Hello.
Okay, I must come clean about everything that is bugging me in this little game we call Life. Well, I am starting to feel at home in our apartment in Uptown. Jon left this morning to Duluth for his grandpa's funeral. I like being alone here but I am so much happier moving out of my mom's. I have really wierd parents. I like...
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40_broken_hands:
WHoa!
Sam! Can't be all that bad... I mean, you met Roby in art class, that's gotta count for something after 9th grade!
I say get rid of that damned foreskin!!! I don't know why the hell we even carry those around! Some say it's to create a vacuum and suck out the sperm from the one who was previously there, but what does that matter if the foreskin is what fucks it up for you in the first place?!?

I don't know if that surgery is free in the states though... Or else there's the good old breadknife (uuh, stomach twitching by the thought!)

But hey, there are a lot of good people in the states, and many a thing to be experienced. Travelling is always fun. Your mind is more open to new experiences, you're on your own so you GOTTA do something to meet new people + you're automatically interresting in some peoples eyes cause you're foreign.
I like the states for many reasons (and dislike for just as many, but it equals out to a liking).
One of them being peoples ability to get something going for themselves. That being art, music, education, voulentary help, blablabla.
Another one is that constant fear of being able to hit rock bottom. It's more difficult over here with welfare and all. I think it creates sloppy attitudes toward getting by in life. Like "Aah, I can allways go on wellfare...". I've heard that a couple of times. Sometimes even from myself (long time ago, but still...).

I can break it down like this:
I like everywhere in the world, but everywhere can still be fucked up. It's pretty much up to you and the people around you to make it fun and worth while.
To me it's really important doing SOMETHING. Even though something might be a crappy job, at least it's making me want something else, and at one point go looking for something else. New experiences. Even crappy things leadd to something. Maybe crappier things, but at least it leads to something, and doesn't make you stand still.

Monday Jan 03, 2005

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Hello. man, our U.S. football team, the Minnesota Vikings are such pieces of crap. We made the playoffs at 8-8. We suck. Cool, I really want to keep the Danish part of my spirit alive, hence the name DKsoul, so Im going to join SGdenmark. I got a cell phone for xmas by the way. i saw joe last night, he sold me some stuff...
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Sunday Jan 02, 2005

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Hi. I switched back to this member name of mine instead of amnesiakathesia which i changed to nickman, but oh well what the fuck. anyway, i moved out finally. i live with jon in uptown. it is by nicollet and lake street. so anyways, i have got to say...i dunno. i want to say something though. im sure no one is reading this so i...
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40_broken_hands:
Haha. great journal!!! Back from Denmark huh? No more ...

here's one who'll be reading your journals once in a while, so be keep that foreskin alive!
40_broken_hands:
hey, join us at SGDenmark

ok, didn't work. Look us up!

[Edited on Jan 02, 2005 6:16PM]

Wednesday Jul 28, 2004

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I just came back from watching SONIC YOUTH at the Quest. It was not as good as the other show I saw this year by the STrokes at First Ave though.
tyler:
hmmm...whos julian casablancas???

kiss

Tuesday Jul 27, 2004

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Damn you Suicidegirls! Will you never leave me!!! I keep returning to this site. Now my countenance is juxtaposed in its faux manliness by this sinful addiction I claim! Ah!!! but these girls are so hot...and i don't get layed, so... YEEAh. what the fuck is new? i got 2 speeding tickets in like a month, we're moving, and...bridget leads me into her web of...
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