dksoul

Hello,
Wow, I haven't felt any real emotions like this for quite some time seeing as I saw Abigail at college today. Ugh...she was like the first girl who really took my heart and crushed it severely and I am forever grateful to her for that. Whatever. It's just wierd that I would see her. I thought she was going to some other school. Huh. I am just reflecting here, you see...I can't really put it into words or her for that matter and what she meant to me the short time that we were friends. It's sad, I know, that I shut myself off completely sometimes and I know things have changed. I still fucking love her for no reason. I don't know why. Eh. True love is too fucking dangerous a thing to play around with I guess. Sorry for my solemn disposition. I hope that her sighting means something, but then again this isn't fairy-tale land. Although, last year was a monumental stepping stone to this independance I now claim, I don't know if it means anything more than the way she treated me after crushing my heart. Whatever, though. But man, I still love her.