Hello.
Okay, I must come clean about everything that is bugging me in this little game we call Life. Well, I am starting to feel at home in our apartment in Uptown. Jon left this morning to Duluth for his grandpa's funeral. I like being alone here but I am so much happier moving out of my mom's. I have really wierd parents. I like to break it down to my mom being a Democrat and my dad being a Republican. It's not like my parents care about politics...at all...it's just the way their natures are set up. This has caused massive confusion inside my tiny little brain, especially since my parents divorced when I was in 9th grade and it has been all hell ever since. I have not enjoyed Life at all really since then. Now, I feel, finally, like I can see my place in the universe and I actually feel like there might be better days ahead. Okay, whatever, maybe we will all die or whatever, but I don't want to think about that. So, I've healed myself of all these iniquities and it has a lot to do with man's sinful state of his foreskin. I know, I have talked a lot about it this year, but like, try being in my shoes...You're afraid to get it on with a woman because you're uncircumcised and your foreskin won't retract. I know I'm laying all the cards on the table here and it's probably not such a big issue, but this website is entirely open minded and I love it. I have actually been a member since like August 2002 but I like my DKsoul name because it represents my Dansk-ness. My trip to Copenhagen was really a salvation for me in many different ways. I can't imagine what I'd be doing had I not gone. I just think that...months can go by over here in America and...I just think that what's going on in world events right now is really fucked up and it's good to get away from it all. Whatever will be, will be, ya know. Anyway, that's what I'd like to say.
Okay, I must come clean about everything that is bugging me in this little game we call Life. Well, I am starting to feel at home in our apartment in Uptown. Jon left this morning to Duluth for his grandpa's funeral. I like being alone here but I am so much happier moving out of my mom's. I have really wierd parents. I like to break it down to my mom being a Democrat and my dad being a Republican. It's not like my parents care about politics...at all...it's just the way their natures are set up. This has caused massive confusion inside my tiny little brain, especially since my parents divorced when I was in 9th grade and it has been all hell ever since. I have not enjoyed Life at all really since then. Now, I feel, finally, like I can see my place in the universe and I actually feel like there might be better days ahead. Okay, whatever, maybe we will all die or whatever, but I don't want to think about that. So, I've healed myself of all these iniquities and it has a lot to do with man's sinful state of his foreskin. I know, I have talked a lot about it this year, but like, try being in my shoes...You're afraid to get it on with a woman because you're uncircumcised and your foreskin won't retract. I know I'm laying all the cards on the table here and it's probably not such a big issue, but this website is entirely open minded and I love it. I have actually been a member since like August 2002 but I like my DKsoul name because it represents my Dansk-ness. My trip to Copenhagen was really a salvation for me in many different ways. I can't imagine what I'd be doing had I not gone. I just think that...months can go by over here in America and...I just think that what's going on in world events right now is really fucked up and it's good to get away from it all. Whatever will be, will be, ya know. Anyway, that's what I'd like to say.
Sam! Can't be all that bad... I mean, you met Roby in art class, that's gotta count for something after 9th grade!
I say get rid of that damned foreskin!!! I don't know why the hell we even carry those around! Some say it's to create a vacuum and suck out the sperm from the one who was previously there, but what does that matter if the foreskin is what fucks it up for you in the first place?!?
I don't know if that surgery is free in the states though... Or else there's the good old breadknife (uuh, stomach twitching by the thought!)
But hey, there are a lot of good people in the states, and many a thing to be experienced. Travelling is always fun. Your mind is more open to new experiences, you're on your own so you GOTTA do something to meet new people + you're automatically interresting in some peoples eyes cause you're foreign.
I like the states for many reasons (and dislike for just as many, but it equals out to a liking).
One of them being peoples ability to get something going for themselves. That being art, music, education, voulentary help, blablabla.
Another one is that constant fear of being able to hit rock bottom. It's more difficult over here with welfare and all. I think it creates sloppy attitudes toward getting by in life. Like "Aah, I can allways go on wellfare...". I've heard that a couple of times. Sometimes even from myself (long time ago, but still...).
I can break it down like this:
I like everywhere in the world, but everywhere can still be fucked up. It's pretty much up to you and the people around you to make it fun and worth while.
To me it's really important doing SOMETHING. Even though something might be a crappy job, at least it's making me want something else, and at one point go looking for something else. New experiences. Even crappy things leadd to something. Maybe crappier things, but at least it leads to something, and doesn't make you stand still.