my time here is almost up again.. Regretfully, as I've just started to meet some new people... but I think I have a few weeks more...

Things are just getting too tough.. my internet service will be cut on the 10th, along with my cable and my phone... If I have any luck, I might get at least one of those things back in January, but who knows at this point in time.. This also has to go... I have 5 dollars in my wallet, and that is literally all the money I own at this moment in time...

I am highly prone to stress and depression, at least I THINK I am.. I have never gone to see anyone, but I've been told I should by a number of people.. You know what's funny about that? I am a psychology major, but I detest the idea of going to see one... the irony of the situation knows no bounds.

School is almost over, 2 more weeks then I can shift my focus a bit... I still have way too much work to do though... If I'm lucky I can do it all without popping a blood vessel in my head, but I'll level with you guys, I'm really starting to lose it.. I feel ok now, which is great, but last night, that was pretty shitty... I have no clarity of thought, but I don't think school is the culprit, nor work... it's something a little deeper than that, that I simply cannot locate, nor control... not yet anyway...