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So made it through most of the holidays single. Valentines day is of course coming up, and to make it worse I am djing a wedding that day. Nothing like a wedding to throw the fact you are totally alone in your face. It got a little rocky during the holidays. From sitting home alone all day on Christmas to working the bar new years eve and having no one to kiss at midnight. So here it is, a little past 3 am, I just got home from bouncing at the bar, and I'm going home alone. All night I am surrounded by people hooking up, and turning down offers of one night stands. It kind of sucks, but I am not looking just to get laid. I've had my fun in the past, and I am ready, hell way more than ready to settle down.
Of course, what are my options? I know that the bar is certainly not a place to meet anyone, not unless I want some ass, and only ass. I can't really meet anyone at my regular job. I am the boss, and I certainly will not mix business and pleasure. I tried a couple of times and it so does not work. Who would have thought that finding someone you can stand, and in turn can stand you, would be so difficult. The movie industry makes it look so simple. Hell, you can even betray the person you love, by cheating, or lying, or hell even pretending to be something or someone you're not, and in the end you still end up with them.
It almost makes me wonder if marrage arraingement is such a bad idea..........