djxx101

My grandmother died Thursday. I hadn't been sleeping well before she passed. I was expectinf the call from my mom. We all knew it was coming, but how prepaired for this kind of thing can you be? That being said, I figured that once I was no longer awaitring the call I would be able to sleep. I djed at the bar Saturday night, which meant I got to bed shortly after 3:00, and I am not able to sleep oin due to a wonderful internal alarm clock. Sunday my ass was dragging hard, so I was really ready for a good nights sleep. I went to bed around 9:00, and proceeded to toss and turn until some time after 10:00. When sleep finnaly came, it was neither peaceful nor long in duration. I woke up at 3:00. It was the kind of awake when you know that you will get no more sleep that night. My head throbs, and my body is weak from over three weeks of no sleep. My mind however will not shut down. I've oft been compaired to House, yes I know he is fictitious. I tend to think too much, and perhaps that is what is keeping me from that wonderful long deep sleep. I think I will try to invent a shut your mind off pill.....