i had kind of a nervous breakdown and came home for a few days. now i'm being fed good home food and sleeping in my good home bed. enjoying good home cable, the ability to see the sky, driving, not having to do anything, and seeing movies cheaply. not enjoying parents trying to get me to think about my future (the kind of thinking that sent me towards a nervous breakdown), not having anything to do after 12, having to use a car and consider who's driving it in order to get to or from a bar, not being with my dear old compy, not having a steady, guilt-free source of income (maybe if i rob old ladies and steal candy from babies I'll feel better about myself). Otherwise though it's not so bad. Even though i just lost my job, i know i'll get a new one soon enough, even if i do have to settle for something less than what i had last year, and for now i can work on my audition portfolio, make phonecalls, get nice and sick of suburban life, and see some ok flicks. Leave comments so i don't feel lonely!
glueberries:
don't worry, i'll be in new york from july 17th. we can be utterly miserable together.
