So I went to a cafe near my apartment. It's called Happy Donuts. It's cool because it's open 24/7 and has wireless internet.
But when I got there, it was full of Abercrombie and Fitch wearing teeny boppers. They were doing chemistry of something. But, it's weird seeing teens. I wonder if I was ever like that before. All bubbly and full of aspirations. I think I learned early on that life isn't as great as they tell you. That's why I can't stand indulging these kids these days. Somewhere between junior high and high school, life broke me down.
I'm pretty sure I never was too optomistic. I was always told back then that I was a pessimistic child. Everyone was always afraid I would end up depressed and a financial failure. They were half right. I still am a financial failure. But I'm not as depressed as I used to be. I realize there are more people in this world who deserve to be depressed. I haven't really earned that right. Instead I've covered up my emotions with indifference. There's something very soothing about letting the world just flow around me. Anyway, I'm rambling. It happens when you listen to Fleming and John's "Ugly Girl." Ok, another day.
But when I got there, it was full of Abercrombie and Fitch wearing teeny boppers. They were doing chemistry of something. But, it's weird seeing teens. I wonder if I was ever like that before. All bubbly and full of aspirations. I think I learned early on that life isn't as great as they tell you. That's why I can't stand indulging these kids these days. Somewhere between junior high and high school, life broke me down.
I'm pretty sure I never was too optomistic. I was always told back then that I was a pessimistic child. Everyone was always afraid I would end up depressed and a financial failure. They were half right. I still am a financial failure. But I'm not as depressed as I used to be. I realize there are more people in this world who deserve to be depressed. I haven't really earned that right. Instead I've covered up my emotions with indifference. There's something very soothing about letting the world just flow around me. Anyway, I'm rambling. It happens when you listen to Fleming and John's "Ugly Girl." Ok, another day.