I had one of those dreams this morning that shook me to the core. I dreamed that I got into an argument with a good friend of mine. A friend that I would never hurt or ever want to fight with. I am still a little bothered by it. I tried to take a nap this afternoon and it was tough getting into the sleep mode. It kept reminding me of my dream this morning.
Taking afternoon naps reminds me of the days growing up. I used to take these naps and wake up with the sun down and the sky was dark. I always felt like I wasted time and always regretted losing those few hours. Now I can't take naps out of anxiety that I could be doing something productive in that time.
And certainly this dream from this morning has still had a lingering effect. I feel like in limbo right now. I have the house to myself again but I don't know what I want to do. I may just force myself to go to gym. We'll see.
Taking afternoon naps reminds me of the days growing up. I used to take these naps and wake up with the sun down and the sky was dark. I always felt like I wasted time and always regretted losing those few hours. Now I can't take naps out of anxiety that I could be doing something productive in that time.
And certainly this dream from this morning has still had a lingering effect. I feel like in limbo right now. I have the house to myself again but I don't know what I want to do. I may just force myself to go to gym. We'll see.