djdarlek

Another day gone. Pah. Ive been continuing a very slow e-mail conversation with my x today and it is depressing me. I keep telling myself to leave it, but in the process Im loosing all faith in relationships. Two years of my life has disappeared, and Im left alone; again. The problem is I have been through so much that you start to not care.. and sometimes that is the worst thing that can happen. I didnt even shed a tear when we split up. In my younger years it wouldve taken me months to get over a breakup, but now I feel so lost that it really doesnt matter.

Good news is that tomorrow Im going to score from my ace dealer, so Ill be able to sleep, and I have a few friends coming over to share the delights. Bring it on.