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hi everyone.
it's been a long time.
something happened a long time ago and i just couldn't look at these girls any more. i know it kind of goes completely against what SG is all a/b, but i would look and just feel so awful a/b myself. i mean, i guess if what you aspire to and find beautiful are hollywood movie stars and supermodels, then looking at vogue makes you feel like a troll, but if what you feel is beautiful is interesting - tattoos and hair and clothes, etc, then all these girls are amazing and it can make you feel like just as much of a troll to look at them every day. does that make sense?
anyway, i was just sitting at the computer and had a strange desire to come back and see what was going on. i think i was mostly driven by a desire to find a cool new hair style.
so, what's been going on w/ me?
well, the biggest new is that i'm pregnant. i'm due september 23rd. we think it's a girl. it's pretty awesome and exciting. i'm getting pretty huge. my friend calls me a torpedo. and i have to be in a wedding this month!
in other news, my job is killing me physically and mentally and emotionally.
plus, i think we're moving - not for a while. maybe next september, when the baby is a/b a year old. we're thinking of richmond, va. it's close to family and friends.
so, that's the short and sweet version.
how're y'all?

vega