so, i'm finally feelin' christmas. got the tree up and decorated. playin' some christmas music. got some antlers for the dog to wear - how cute is he?! got most of my shopping done. now i just need to get my butt to the post office. yuck.
what is it a/b me that seeks out the stress and worry in any situation? on a daily basis i tell myself to relax and just let life happen. my husband has convinced me, through years of brainwashing, that things happen when they're supposed to happen and how they're supposed to happen, and for a reason. just let it be. but i'm constantly trying to foresee every imaginable situation and consequence of situation and plan for it and it brains my damage, i think.
how do i reconcile doing what's best for others w/ doing what's best for myself? should i not have any selfish thoughts at all? how do i get rid of them?
well, on a happier note, i am in the preliminary stages of planning some big trips. this year my best friend and i both turn 30. we are planning a big trip for that occasion - maybe vegas, maybe a cruise to alaska, i don't know yet. in september, hubby and i go back to singapore for his grandfather's 90th birthday. and i've started planning a trip for our 10th wedding anniversary - 3 years away - an african safari!!
!! i wanted to do it for my 30th birthday, but don't have the time or money this year. but it's so exciting i can hardly stand it! 
do i have to shower today?
later,
vega
what is it a/b me that seeks out the stress and worry in any situation? on a daily basis i tell myself to relax and just let life happen. my husband has convinced me, through years of brainwashing, that things happen when they're supposed to happen and how they're supposed to happen, and for a reason. just let it be. but i'm constantly trying to foresee every imaginable situation and consequence of situation and plan for it and it brains my damage, i think.
how do i reconcile doing what's best for others w/ doing what's best for myself? should i not have any selfish thoughts at all? how do i get rid of them?
well, on a happier note, i am in the preliminary stages of planning some big trips. this year my best friend and i both turn 30. we are planning a big trip for that occasion - maybe vegas, maybe a cruise to alaska, i don't know yet. in september, hubby and i go back to singapore for his grandfather's 90th birthday. and i've started planning a trip for our 10th wedding anniversary - 3 years away - an african safari!!
!! i wanted to do it for my 30th birthday, but don't have the time or money this year. but it's so exciting i can hardly stand it!
do i have to shower today?
later,
vega
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anyway, kiss the critters for me and take care of yourself...