i am sick on my day off! that doesn't make me happy. 
oh well, i'm not as sick as some at work, so i should be grateful. i just got some new lip stuff in the mail and something that should help me sleep. that's always welcome.
i love sitting around in my pj's and bathrobe all day.
maybe i'll try to take a nap so i have some energy to go to yoga tonight.
i was supposed to go into work to have a meeting a/b the schedule. i just couldn't muster up the energy. it can wait till after thanksgiving.
i hate office politics. i really don't want to know everyone else's opinions a/b everyone else. i just want to form my opinions myself. i don't want to feel like i have to take sides. blah!
i need to find something soothing to eat. i ate the rest of my sourdough bread as toast and butter for breakfast. maybe tomato soup?
off to raid the fridge.
vega
oh well, i'm not as sick as some at work, so i should be grateful. i just got some new lip stuff in the mail and something that should help me sleep. that's always welcome.
i love sitting around in my pj's and bathrobe all day.
maybe i'll try to take a nap so i have some energy to go to yoga tonight.
i was supposed to go into work to have a meeting a/b the schedule. i just couldn't muster up the energy. it can wait till after thanksgiving.
i hate office politics. i really don't want to know everyone else's opinions a/b everyone else. i just want to form my opinions myself. i don't want to feel like i have to take sides. blah!
i need to find something soothing to eat. i ate the rest of my sourdough bread as toast and butter for breakfast. maybe tomato soup?
off to raid the fridge.
vega
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i want some.
but i think you can only get them if you model.
oh well, i guess i'll just have to admire them from afar.
so, last night i had the strangest dreams - one was that my alchoholic sister was drinking again and totally out of control and not communicating w/ anyone in our family so no one knew if she was ok or not. and the second one was was a/b me and that guy - you know the guy, from Angel, his enemy who was a lawyer at wolfram and hart, who was in love w/ darla and got his hand chopped off? . . . oh! Lindsay! so, me and him in the super duper high-tech building full of foreign diplomats - like the UN of the future, and we had done something bad and "they" were after us and we kept trying to escape from this building but every door just led us deeper inside and every time we had 2 seconds of safety all i wanted to do was fuck him! and it was great!
too bad hubby had already left for work by the time i woke up.
i guess that's why i came here first thing in the morning . . .
you know what would be really nice? to be able to actually live each day just for itself. just be in the moment - and not just talk a/b it. to not dwell in the past and stop worrying a/b the future and just live for today.
how do i do that?
i'm still sick.
it's really weird. i no longer have the body aches and chills and headache and queasiness, but my throat is just burning and it doesn't get any better - what is this?
i need to decide what i'm going to make for dinner tonight. and we're supposed to bring a fruit pie to dinner tomorrow night, but i don't bake, and i feel bad bringing something store-bought. i guess i should try to find a nice bakery and get something good.
ok, i guess that's enough random thoughts for the moment.
off to boil more water for my throat.
ciao
vega
i always used to get sick over thanksgiving break when i was a kid. man that sucked. a four day weekend that i could have spent causing mischief, instead im deathly ill sucking down chicken noodle soup like it has rum in it.