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i can't stop playing w/ my hair.

i wish i could be a fictional character.
i could look and act however i wanted.
i could have great drama in my life and know that in the end it would have a happy ending.
i could be the main character.
the center of attention.
i could make people love me.
i could fix problems and make people happy - problems i can't fix in real life b/c i have no control over anything.

if i were a fictional character -
my name would be vega.
or lucky.
or orlando.
or joy.
i would have naturally red hair.
it would be long and thick and wavy.
i would have aquamarine eyes and pale skin and freckles.
i wouldn't have flat feet.
i'd have an older brother.
i'd live in maine, by the ocean.
or in san francisco, by the ocean.
or in a castle in scotland.
i'd be a nurse, or an astronomer, or a forest ranger, or an artist, or a botanist, or a time traveller, or a spy/hit woman, or a dj.
i'd be good w/ horses.
i'd know all the great cities like the back of my hand - feel "at home" where ever i go.
i'd speak 6 languages.
i'd have a lover in every port of call.
i'd have birds.
i'd be enlightened.
wise.
but funny - silly, witty, vulgar, happy.
i'd have a treehouse i could sleep in.
i'd play the piano and the banjo.
i could shoot a gun if i had to, but i'd be deadly w/ my bare hands.
i'd be both patient and impulsive.
i would have fresh fruit and vegetables in my house at all times, and even if i took a week between cantaloupe cravings, it would never go bad.