Tuesday Jan 04, 2005

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hello there,

ahhh, im soooooooooooooo tired today!
I havent exactly been getting enough sleep lately, and now being back in school i gotta get used to the normal rythm again... but dont we all...

Heres some really nice the cure lyrics, kinda pessimistic, but none the less they ring quite true and meaningfull... they got me thinking a lot today.. so i thought why not share...

How each of us decides
Ive never been sure
The part we play
The way we are
How each of us denies any other way in the world
Why each of us must choose
Ive never understood
One special friend
One true love
Why each of us must lose everyone else in the world

However unsure
However unwise
Day after day play out our lives
However confused
Pretending to know to the end

But this isn't truth, this isn't right
This isn't love, this isn't life, this isn't real
This is a lie

How each of us believes
Ive never really known
In heaven unseen and hell unknown
How each of us dreams to understand anything at all
Why each of us decides
Ive never been sure
The part we take
The way we are
Why each of us denies every other way in the world

...



On a lighter note, check this out..my tongue in this picture scares me!! It looks so long and pointy, almost like one of those KISS guys tongue shocked Funny funny.... and my friend looks so harmless compared to me... wink

(shit, didnt work again cause the pic is too wide, and i cant change it.. ill put it up under my pics "crazy night out folder", its the second one i mean (captioned: watch out..) )

So have a good laugh and sweet dreams!
Adios! wink
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amitabha:
hehehe. nice.

for some reason the first time I read your journal I thought you said " you got your tongue pierced" so I kept looking at the pic trying to find the barbell.
longblackbangs:
Pessimistic is sometimes just another word for realistic so maybe that is why those lyrics are always the best.

And where I'm moving to you ask. This little college town called Chico, California...and I'm about to go out and buy a gun for even getting myself into this situation. I really think I made a mistake on going there but I have already have my roommate going along with me so it is sort of late in the game to back out.

billy

ps - i love the pictures!!!

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