dizzynight

Why did I want to be a suicide girl?

Well, truth be told. I applied and got through the first stage in 2008. It took me four years to actually get the courage to send a set.

I was scared at first because I was in abusive relationship that screws me over mentally.
Then, I was scared because I heard all the nasty rumors.

For a while, I just didn't do it because I was doing just find doing modeling on my own.

But, no matter what happened...I always looked back with longing. I always wondered what if?

When I came to England, I looked back on my life and realized. I never really truly fought for anything. I never felt truly accomplished anything worth while aside from my English degree at UC Berkeley.

Though, my ambition wanted something more.

I looked into my heart. Then realized, a lot of the goals I set out to do as a teenager I haven't finished just yet. One of them was being a Suicide Girl.
2. The other was finish a comic book/short book.
3. To travel as many different countries as I can.
4. Become an a good witch.
5. make a difference
6. Model, write, and perform.
Pretty much, live a life of creativity, adventure, something I can brag about to my great grand children.

Pues....
Ojala mi vida tendra mucho creatividad y aventura!