dixxxon

well, thats it for the holiday season for me. just worked 6 of the longest, busiest weeks of the year. all i made was english toffee, bourbon pecan pralines, maple glazedpecans, gingerbread, truffles.ect..., over and over and over again. i burned myself more in these last three weeks than i have in the last 3 years! christmas can go to hell. go to hell and die! i cant wait till summer when its all lemon bars and cupcakes and sunshine!

i opened all my chistmas presents last night because i couldn't bear the thought of opening them all by myself on christmas morning. whats the point of opening a bunch of wrapped gifts when there is no one to show them to. so depressing. im sad. my life is soooo not how i tought it would be only a few years back. nothing ever is.

i have a headache.