divinity

Talk about everything happening for a reason. My agent has been awesome with hokking me up with people in London to get work-- Who knows maybe I wont be coming back. . .hehehe. . .
So I started seeing this guy a couple weeks ago, and things were going really good--- he was an established musican, totally creative awesome, spiritual, mature. . .Then he had a party on Monday. When I got there he was surprisingly introducing me to people as his "girlfriend" which was a little bit of an eye-opener. He was busy but kept giving me a kiss hereand there. Then I walked into the kitchen a few hours later and he was awefully close to this girl. Red flags went up--- for the rest of the few hours I stayed at the party I could have not existed at all. (And I am not a needy person. I was having a great time, making friends I had some friends there) But he didnt leave this girls side. I dont fight for attention, and he did some things that were straight up rude, so decided I was done and was leaving. When I went to say goodbye he was shocked and wanted to know why. I guess he didnt like my answer becasue I stood up for myself. . .But I told him if he didnt want to know, not to ask--- I DONT LIE-- I tell it how it is and I dont chase ANYONE-- No need--- And he is a fucking dumb ass to ignore a hot contortionist. So that was it-- Done. He said "this is not Goodbye" I said, "Yep, it is." I was shown so fast how some many things about him were not what I want in my life-- I AM SO THANKFUL he showed me this side of him now-- Now I am going to Europe 100% single-- Yipee!!!!! But I swear, there are not enough hours in my day before I leave-- YIKES---- I dont even know if I'll make it to the Sg party tonight--- we will see--- Any of you going? let me know---