I have spent way too much of my precious essay writing time over the last day developing new crushes and admiring the talent, imaginations, thoughts and bodies of people on here. wow.

I think this may just be enough to both pull me out of my current asexual phase (more like being monogamous with myself, really) and make my internal cynicism meter drop a little bit.

I have a headache, thinking about going to a local metal show tonight anyway - I'm thinking I'll regret my decision either way...
I hope that people somewhere are doing something that I couldn't dream of somewhere in this world.

Paix.