I dont even know what to say. I always told her to get back in touch with her friends, (ones that actually cared about her, and her well being) that she was obsessing with me. She needed a support group of somekind. I helped her climb back to a somewhat healthy person. She told me that, she admited she wasnt herself when I met her. She helped me see things in myself. I always told her that we both needed a life that wasnt just all about us. She couldnt be without me for a day, she would lose it. We both made a promise and couldnt keep it. Weak. I know shes covering the real with anger. I tried. I do it too. Were better friends than lovers anyway. But damn we could really make love. I dont know if this is right or whatever I just know that we tire each other out. I hope shes alright. Crazy shit. Love.
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