We all need a story of love rn and i wanted to share mine.
In January 2021 I got top surgery and fell madly in love with myself .
For me this was a unheard thing i hated my body. It felt like a cage. A cruel joke, to be a women forced into what nearly everyone had interpreted as a male body.
Everyday for 25 years i woke up hating myself and it took me finally making moves to medically transition in 2018 to end that. It still wasn't easy though but it was better i felt better and i was starting to look how i felt.
Fast forward back to January 2021 and i am laying in bed all medical bra'd up unable to lift my arms and i was crying with joy. It was like waking up in my own body the first time and i felt so beautiful.
I found out about SG from a long time friend and SG member @feryn and i felt it was a community that accepted alt girls.
and what's more alt then a big tittied tatted 6'01 trans girl with a phenomenal dick?
i applied and to my surprise they wanted to see a set of me!
So i started to do some research about boudoir on IG and came across my recruiter Tigerlilly and she directed me to @brynx and @stoney__ in PDX since at the time i was living in Seattle
I contacted them and booked a shoot and rented an Airbnb and in march made my way to Portland.
when i met @brynx i realized that this was a community i could belong in though at the time i wasnt pleased about restrictions placed on me for being trans but i'm tough and wanted to do it for myself anyways.
She truly made me feel like a goddess during our shoot and @stoney__ made me feel so beautiful helping me with my makeup and telling me what a badass bitch i was. After my shoot @stoney__ invited me to a shootfest in July in PDX and i absolutely accepted riding the high of my shoot.
I met so many wonderful people at that shoot all of whom i would fight a bear for.
I shot tons of pics and the rest is history because i realized i as finally part of a community of PEOPLE who made me feel like i always should have.
Thank you to those women, non-binary people, and men who were at that shoot especially:
@stoney__ for hosting such a big event and being my icon and a really amazing friend.
@brynx for shooting me and being the mom i never had in a lot of situations where i was anxious
@laynilux who i shot my first multi with and who is such a beautiful person and creator.
@missmao who was so nice to me.
@avafae who made me feel seen.
@cigno for the great discussions and fun night's
Fast forward to now and i helped or at least started a discussion to change the rules on this site for people like me and i feel proud and accomplished to know i made powerful change through my presence on this site!
I cant wait to show yall my amazing journey and i appreciate all the kind words and great comments from members about my body!
Love yall,
Diva Divina
Enjoy these behind the scenes shot i did with Brynx the same day as my first shoot!
