dittotdogg

Soo yesterday I told my wife that after I get back from Iraq I dont want her to move to germany with me for my final 2 years in the Army and that we should get divorced during that time. I havnt told her I love her or really kissed her in like 2 years. I am just not into her at all and really dont even like her that much. She is one of the most awesome and sweetest and beautiful woman I have ever met and she treats me great but I just dont love her. It is impossible to live like that... I mean she can do soo much better and I dont want to waste her time by stringing her along. She wants a huge family and I am not really into kids that much ... we have a 3yr old daughter and I have 2 from a previous marriage... one in junior high. I am not even sure it is her... I have been married pretty much since I was 19 and just dont like the thought of being married to anyone. And no its not because I want to hook up with random chicks.... I dunno I hope I am doing the right thing and I feel bad for my daughter that I am really close to.
I told her she can continue to live in my house here in alabama while Im gone for the next few years and I will continue to pay the mortgage and help out with the bills. But I just want out.... probably a mid life crisis I dunno.

Sorry I just needed to vent