Xip sucks for not embracing her esotericism.
And not being on AIM.
That is all.
And not being on AIM.
That is all.
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nothing of a man was he
his true face of sleep a deception
fell through all the way to the bottom
learned to hold
why define ourselves by misguiding light?
how can we receive the static in their eyes
each blink of light an accuser
each unlit shape an assassin
crawled the outer rim
with his back exposed
the shadows unending
fought off the stares...
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his true face of sleep a deception
fell through all the way to the bottom
learned to hold
why define ourselves by misguiding light?
how can we receive the static in their eyes
each blink of light an accuser
each unlit shape an assassin
crawled the outer rim
with his back exposed
the shadows unending
fought off the stares...
Read More
disynthetic:
Over the moor of mist and through valleys of fate
I fly on my voyage through this moonlit landscape
of re-emerged figments of imagination
I am aroused in sleep....aroused in sleep
Far beyond the gate which reflects in the closed eye
reveal that a dreamscape lies therein
A yearning for a world
where the everlost find their peace
In the pearly gates of dawn
on the astral feed of minds
- envenomed to the bone
forever cleansed from all called wrath
as slumber sneaks upon
and steals the thought of man
all ridden from inner aggression...
A voyage beyond this world
In this paralell to real life
- access lies in dreams
Unveil hidden secrets in our sleep
- the key to what's beyond
In the wake of man we see
essential dreams unfulfilled
Enhance the value of life
engraved words on the page of man
In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...
"This ain't no dream..."
Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's your dream coming true"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon
I am eaten away in mouthfuls by flames
that burn in the errors of our ways
In a night when the sky floats blue
as touquoise, and the stars of silver are twinkling
in their outmost pride
Now from dimensions fallen from the skies
- like the flow of a stream
From my sleep I continue onward
- sleep is just a shape of destiny
Weak sunlight of dawns to come,
dancing swiftly in the shadows
Shimmering, shining in a landscape of dreams
...landscape of my dreams
Dim reflections of the pale
a shade of grey in mind
In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...
"It's your reality..."
Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's much more than a dream"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon
Soon these worlds will be one
and mankind feasts on the sights of it all
I yearn for things to come
Still wrapped in the thrall of slumber
as the mist slippes away to reveal...
And the wind tears a scream from my lips
- I am there....
In the dreamscape I adore
(a moonclad reflection)
I fly on my voyage through this moonlit landscape
of re-emerged figments of imagination
I am aroused in sleep....aroused in sleep
Far beyond the gate which reflects in the closed eye
reveal that a dreamscape lies therein
A yearning for a world
where the everlost find their peace
In the pearly gates of dawn
on the astral feed of minds
- envenomed to the bone
forever cleansed from all called wrath
as slumber sneaks upon
and steals the thought of man
all ridden from inner aggression...
A voyage beyond this world
In this paralell to real life
- access lies in dreams
Unveil hidden secrets in our sleep
- the key to what's beyond
In the wake of man we see
essential dreams unfulfilled
Enhance the value of life
engraved words on the page of man
In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...
"This ain't no dream..."
Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's your dream coming true"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon
I am eaten away in mouthfuls by flames
that burn in the errors of our ways
In a night when the sky floats blue
as touquoise, and the stars of silver are twinkling
in their outmost pride
Now from dimensions fallen from the skies
- like the flow of a stream
From my sleep I continue onward
- sleep is just a shape of destiny
Weak sunlight of dawns to come,
dancing swiftly in the shadows
Shimmering, shining in a landscape of dreams
...landscape of my dreams
Dim reflections of the pale
a shade of grey in mind
In the presence of the moon
an owl awakes and calls a name
tells a story of a world
accessable only at night...
"It's your reality..."
Legend tells of a yesterworld
a dreamscape of strange light
"It's much more than a dream"
Transcendance of the soul
All by the sign of the moon
Soon these worlds will be one
and mankind feasts on the sights of it all
I yearn for things to come
Still wrapped in the thrall of slumber
as the mist slippes away to reveal...
And the wind tears a scream from my lips
- I am there....
In the dreamscape I adore
(a moonclad reflection)
xip:
nullify the ego, stay right back
stay right back
how can we receive
the static?
we let our minds go
blank....
I fucking loved those verses. They're so jaded.. it's like sensory deprivation.
xip
stay right back
how can we receive
the static?
we let our minds go
blank....
I fucking loved those verses. They're so jaded.. it's like sensory deprivation.
xip
So I'm wondering how many people use the blog-style for displaying their journal entries, since one post at a time is the default setting.
And I'm eating a plate of taco-flavored Doritos with melted cheddar cheese. I like to put a few chips on a plate, some cheese, chips ontop of that, cheese, chips, then cheese again. I dislike not having cheese on my chips....
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And I'm eating a plate of taco-flavored Doritos with melted cheddar cheese. I like to put a few chips on a plate, some cheese, chips ontop of that, cheese, chips, then cheese again. I dislike not having cheese on my chips....
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So payday comes around and that means it's time to go to the record store.
I picked up Dark Tranquility: Damage Done, Caliban: Opposite From Within, Soilwork: Stabbing the Drama, and Unearth: The Oncoming Storm. I spent an hour at Best Buy seeing if they had anything good and I ended up walking to the cashier with ten cds that I really wanted and a...
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I picked up Dark Tranquility: Damage Done, Caliban: Opposite From Within, Soilwork: Stabbing the Drama, and Unearth: The Oncoming Storm. I spent an hour at Best Buy seeing if they had anything good and I ended up walking to the cashier with ten cds that I really wanted and a...
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Alright, I am caving in.
I am going to log off, go outside, smoke cigarettes, look at stars, think of music, and then finally go to sleep.
Inside.
I am going to log off, go outside, smoke cigarettes, look at stars, think of music, and then finally go to sleep.
Inside.
xip:
1, if you ever need anyone to talk to on AIM, I'm frequently on there when my internet is working anyway. It's "happinessOplenty."
2, Knowing that you have read my comments in others' journals makes me feel strangely naked! Oh wait. It's the fact that thousands of people HAVE seen me naked that makes me feel strangely naked. Never mind. False alarm. xip
2, Knowing that you have read my comments in others' journals makes me feel strangely naked! Oh wait. It's the fact that thousands of people HAVE seen me naked that makes me feel strangely naked. Never mind. False alarm. xip
disynthetic:
reading other people's comments is is about half as fun as saying those things myself. which is more fun than zero fun.
right.
right.
This is a stinking heap of putrid bullshit.
It's 1:30 am and I can't find anyone to talk to.
It's 1:30 am and I can't find anyone to talk to.
So I went to my first concert in some time this evening. My friend and I went to see God Forbid, Caliban, Full Blown Chaos, and It Dies Today.
Pretty fuckin' good concert. I never had more fun getting kicked in the stomach than I did tonight in the pit. And the best part is I am totally deaf in my left ear
It was...
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Pretty fuckin' good concert. I never had more fun getting kicked in the stomach than I did tonight in the pit. And the best part is I am totally deaf in my left ear
It was...
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disynthetic:
avaneveah, the first person in the history of SG to communicate solely via emoticons. Effectively.
Xip, your latest journal entry was the coolest thing I've read in quite some time.
Ironically though, I was coming home tonight and I thought this song would strike a nerve with you. I think it does you justice.
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Can you feel it?
The expectancy of our deepest desires
In one moment, in one second
Watch it all burn
You and I will stand...
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Ironically though, I was coming home tonight and I thought this song would strike a nerve with you. I think it does you justice.
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Can you feel it?
The expectancy of our deepest desires
In one moment, in one second
Watch it all burn
You and I will stand...
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techno_ballerina:
I'm at New York & Co. (a clothing store). I miss the customers at Walgreens, they were much more down to earth and not so snobbish. I see sooo many of those West County socceer moms than I need to...you know the kind? They don't even need a job because their husbands are rich and they have a million credit cards. The store is a lot like The Limited. I don't miss my co-workers or doing the same damn thing a million times each day. I'm staying at Boston for the summer and I'll be working with the company again...only I'll be a photo specialist because that's what I wanted all along but they were pricks to never train me. 
Still working at the restaurant?
Still working at the restaurant?
xip:
This reminds me... *a lot* of an old obsession of mine (old meaning of last year's time)... I had this replaying fantasy in my head of the day of the apocalypse... roads cracked and erroded by earthquakes, buildings aflame... waters rising, rain pouring... and me and one other person (eh, at the time I was vaginally obsessed with him, as in my vagina alone was enamoured with this boy) standing in it together and of course, fucking each other's brains out with no concern for tomorrow.
Which is not meant to be a pervy come-on to you..
oh wait I meant this one 
and no, I'm not weirded out that a complete stranger thought of me... being as that I think of me all the time, so why shouldn't everyone else..
xip
Which is not meant to be a pervy come-on to you..
oh wait I meant this one and no, I'm not weirded out that a complete stranger thought of me... being as that I think of me all the time, so why shouldn't everyone else..
xip
And how I love you, I should let you go.
Strike your name, from my mind.
Should I secede empty space?
Filled with might have been.
Wronged. Am I foul?
Never cared for. Might have been.
Your name; etched upon my finger.
Under gold; still lives in my dreams,
to this day. Have I fallen away?
Now my heart, tattered on my sleeve and I...
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Strike your name, from my mind.
Should I secede empty space?
Filled with might have been.
Wronged. Am I foul?
Never cared for. Might have been.
Your name; etched upon my finger.
Under gold; still lives in my dreams,
to this day. Have I fallen away?
Now my heart, tattered on my sleeve and I...
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techno_ballerina:
Where you been, and how's it going?
disynthetic:
I've been stuck in a rut. How's your new job?
It's going okay and I couldn't complain if I tried. Scratch that, I can complain. But I won't
Glad you remembered me. Ask me in two days how I'm doing and I'll really be appreciative.
And I still go to that Walgreens every other day for cigarettes. They hired a couple people that weren't as cool as you.
Talk to ya ;p
It's going okay and I couldn't complain if I tried. Scratch that, I can complain. But I won't
Glad you remembered me. Ask me in two days how I'm doing and I'll really be appreciative.
And I still go to that Walgreens every other day for cigarettes. They hired a couple people that weren't as cool as you.
Talk to ya ;p
I think I'm obsessing over adding every SINGLE F-CKING band I can think of that I really like- I've just wasted the last 30 minutes reading through my cd folders for bands I didn't think of. I even Went through my drawers of CD cases I lost the CDs for.
I need to stop.
Of course now that I'm typing this, I think I have....
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I need to stop.
Of course now that I'm typing this, I think I have....
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Not because I think you're sexy. Honestly. So go ahead and make me wrong and tell me to piss off
[Edited on Apr 11, 2005 12:48AM]