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Friday Feb 25, 2005

Feb 24, 2005
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Suddenly I'm a very different person, because I am in deep trouble. I might even have to spend some time in jail. I'm not sure why I'm even mentioning any of this here because I deserve no sympathy. Not for what I have done to get in trouble mind you, but because I've flippantly betrayed the trust of someone close to me whom never doubted their trust in me.
I can't begin comprehend all the things that could happen to me. And I won't try to feel and less guilty and remorseful for deserving them. But through all those vague statements which anyone that cares to read this might be confused by, I have a strong, unwavering knowledge that I will make it through this and will rebuild my life and the trust of a loved one, becoming better and stronger for it all. I just hope I don't drag anyone else with me by accident on my way down.
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abia:
I hope everything works out for you. Everything happens for a reason and just think positive. wink
Mar 1, 2005
abia:
Are you ok? I hope everything is! wink
Mar 10, 2005

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