expose my dark side
can't you see it?
letting loose a scream
relief as I need it
don't want these thoughts
breathe me in
make me understand
i won't live for never
make me understand
you're there for me
relieves nothing
crashing, impossible
away from the light
i'll find a return
pains of loyalty
this burns, it rips, it hurts
what does it feel, to be alive?
look back for comment--
the chance of a lifetime--
I know how it feels, to be a lie
PS I'm dying to fucking know how many motherfuckers out there use the 'Edit Preferences' - 'Viewing Mode Style' - 'Blog Style' feature? I would like to know that everyone uses that so I don't miss out on all important supportive feedback for entries I make that someone might like. I mean, that would be good to not throw away or ignore something that might actually be worth elaborating upon further. At least I think it would. WHATEVER.
I know... my self-absorbed question is lacking in character. And tacky. But I'm still curious.
OMG what a fucking day. So busy, so relentless. So drained. Time for bed. Bye, For real. Later.
can't you see it?
letting loose a scream
relief as I need it
don't want these thoughts
breathe me in
make me understand
i won't live for never
make me understand
you're there for me
relieves nothing
crashing, impossible
away from the light
i'll find a return
pains of loyalty
this burns, it rips, it hurts
what does it feel, to be alive?
look back for comment--
the chance of a lifetime--
I know how it feels, to be a lie
PS I'm dying to fucking know how many motherfuckers out there use the 'Edit Preferences' - 'Viewing Mode Style' - 'Blog Style' feature? I would like to know that everyone uses that so I don't miss out on all important supportive feedback for entries I make that someone might like. I mean, that would be good to not throw away or ignore something that might actually be worth elaborating upon further. At least I think it would. WHATEVER.
I know... my self-absorbed question is lacking in character. And tacky. But I'm still curious.
OMG what a fucking day. So busy, so relentless. So drained. Time for bed. Bye, For real. Later.
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i say question everything at the same time as you're doing everything, that's the only way i have the time for abstract consideration... but of course there are always limitations to keep us in check. i find the most difficult thing about embracing opportunities is recognizing them and believing that the future could be beneficent.