This is a stinking heap of putrid bullshit.
It's 1:30 am and I can't find anyone to talk to.
It's 1:30 am and I can't find anyone to talk to.
So I went to my first concert in some time this evening. My friend and I went to see God Forbid, Caliban, Full Blown Chaos, and It Dies Today.
Pretty fuckin' good concert. I never had more fun getting kicked in the stomach than I did tonight in the pit. And the best part is I am totally deaf in my left ear
It was...
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Pretty fuckin' good concert. I never had more fun getting kicked in the stomach than I did tonight in the pit. And the best part is I am totally deaf in my left ear
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disynthetic:
avaneveah, the first person in the history of SG to communicate solely via emoticons. Effectively.
Xip, your latest journal entry was the coolest thing I've read in quite some time.
Ironically though, I was coming home tonight and I thought this song would strike a nerve with you. I think it does you justice.
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Can you feel it?
The expectancy of our deepest desires
In one moment, in one second
Watch it all burn
You and I will stand...
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Ironically though, I was coming home tonight and I thought this song would strike a nerve with you. I think it does you justice.
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Can you feel it?
The expectancy of our deepest desires
In one moment, in one second
Watch it all burn
You and I will stand...
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techno_ballerina:
I'm at New York & Co. (a clothing store). I miss the customers at Walgreens, they were much more down to earth and not so snobbish. I see sooo many of those West County socceer moms than I need to...you know the kind? They don't even need a job because their husbands are rich and they have a million credit cards. The store is a lot like The Limited. I don't miss my co-workers or doing the same damn thing a million times each day. I'm staying at Boston for the summer and I'll be working with the company again...only I'll be a photo specialist because that's what I wanted all along but they were pricks to never train me. 
Still working at the restaurant?
Still working at the restaurant?
xip:
This reminds me... *a lot* of an old obsession of mine (old meaning of last year's time)... I had this replaying fantasy in my head of the day of the apocalypse... roads cracked and erroded by earthquakes, buildings aflame... waters rising, rain pouring... and me and one other person (eh, at the time I was vaginally obsessed with him, as in my vagina alone was enamoured with this boy) standing in it together and of course, fucking each other's brains out with no concern for tomorrow.
Which is not meant to be a pervy come-on to you..
oh wait I meant this one 
and no, I'm not weirded out that a complete stranger thought of me... being as that I think of me all the time, so why shouldn't everyone else..
xip
Which is not meant to be a pervy come-on to you..
oh wait I meant this one and no, I'm not weirded out that a complete stranger thought of me... being as that I think of me all the time, so why shouldn't everyone else..
xip
And how I love you, I should let you go.
Strike your name, from my mind.
Should I secede empty space?
Filled with might have been.
Wronged. Am I foul?
Never cared for. Might have been.
Your name; etched upon my finger.
Under gold; still lives in my dreams,
to this day. Have I fallen away?
Now my heart, tattered on my sleeve and I...
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Strike your name, from my mind.
Should I secede empty space?
Filled with might have been.
Wronged. Am I foul?
Never cared for. Might have been.
Your name; etched upon my finger.
Under gold; still lives in my dreams,
to this day. Have I fallen away?
Now my heart, tattered on my sleeve and I...
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techno_ballerina:
Where you been, and how's it going?
disynthetic:
I've been stuck in a rut. How's your new job?
It's going okay and I couldn't complain if I tried. Scratch that, I can complain. But I won't
Glad you remembered me. Ask me in two days how I'm doing and I'll really be appreciative.
And I still go to that Walgreens every other day for cigarettes. They hired a couple people that weren't as cool as you.
Talk to ya ;p
It's going okay and I couldn't complain if I tried. Scratch that, I can complain. But I won't
Glad you remembered me. Ask me in two days how I'm doing and I'll really be appreciative.
And I still go to that Walgreens every other day for cigarettes. They hired a couple people that weren't as cool as you.
Talk to ya ;p
I think I'm obsessing over adding every SINGLE F-CKING band I can think of that I really like- I've just wasted the last 30 minutes reading through my cd folders for bands I didn't think of. I even Went through my drawers of CD cases I lost the CDs for.
I need to stop.
Of course now that I'm typing this, I think I have....
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I need to stop.
Of course now that I'm typing this, I think I have....
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I find not distractions, live life of single mind.
And failure is not inherent, for I will have what's mine.
I'll struggle, and sacrifice, should I find value there.
I'll not be scorned by failure.
I'll not relent.
Now, my conscience, shall dictate my way.
No more apologies, no more mistakes.
Now, solid direction, has strengthened my resolve.
Fear not for consequences.
Fear not at...
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And failure is not inherent, for I will have what's mine.
I'll struggle, and sacrifice, should I find value there.
I'll not be scorned by failure.
I'll not relent.
Now, my conscience, shall dictate my way.
No more apologies, no more mistakes.
Now, solid direction, has strengthened my resolve.
Fear not for consequences.
Fear not at...
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xip:
...which is saying a lot.
xip
xip
disynthetic:
Rock.
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People who divulge too much personal information run along a razor-thin path of which there are the ever-present dangers of being written-off as overly depressive or putridly needy-- but they also run the risk of being too heavy and slicing them selves in half for being daft enough to try walking on a really big razor blade. Idiots.
Does SG have an IRC channel or...
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Suddenly I'm a very different person, because I am in deep trouble. I might even have to spend some time in jail. I'm not sure why I'm even mentioning any of this here because I deserve no sympathy. Not for what I have done to get in trouble mind you, but because I've flippantly betrayed the trust of someone close to me whom never doubted...
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abia:
I hope everything works out for you. Everything happens for a reason and just think positive.
abia:
Are you ok? I hope everything is!
well i just got back from seeing Constantine and for someone who read a majority of the trade paperbacks of the comic, i think it's safe to say keanu doesn't suck as john constantine and the movie is worth seeing. fanboys will still find something to whine about but i think it holds true to the vertigo comic. it had some good satirical lines too....
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disynthetic:
my favorites are i die in degrees, the deepest grey, and focus shall not fail.
their lyrics are very story liketo me.
i like tattered on my sleeve the most though. i'm a bleeding heart mother fucker.
their lyrics are very story liketo me.
i like tattered on my sleeve the most though. i'm a bleeding heart mother fucker.
techno_ballerina:
neil gaiman is actually one of my most favorite writers. i'm in the middle of american gods and a year ago i finished neverwhere. my mom has neverwhere on dvd (when they showed it on the sci-fi channel)...haven't seen it yet.
so i go to grab a soda and the only thing i can find in the fridge is a carb free, calorie free, sugar free, caffeine free, preservative free, sodium free ginger ale. if that wasn't bizarre enough, it tastes pretty fuckin good. or i'm just hard up for a soda.
so, ya, anyway there's this movie out i want to go see. constantine. i'm...
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so, ya, anyway there's this movie out i want to go see. constantine. i'm...
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techno_ballerina:
umm...holy shit? too bad i've only two days left at that hellhole. 
i know the site headline says "punk rock and goth pin-ups", but isn't anyone here into metal, new metal things like that?
i'm running out of girls to fantasize about while i go through my hum drum life. i keep getting disappointed and moving on to the next boring chick (ie the ones you meet in real life). mind you i don't live in a...
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i'm running out of girls to fantasize about while i go through my hum drum life. i keep getting disappointed and moving on to the next boring chick (ie the ones you meet in real life). mind you i don't live in a...
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hey i'm new, talk to me. i'm gonna take a couple pictures taken so you all can see what i look like, but don't get too excited or anything.
in the mean time i'm gonna pick my fav suicide girls.
in the mean time i'm gonna pick my fav suicide girls.
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grahamfacekillah:
Whud up fellow Missourian, welcome to this marvelous site. Pleasure having you aboard.
disynthetic:
i know the site headline says "punk rock and goth pin-ups", but isn't anyone here into metal, new metal things like that?
i'm running out of girls to fantasize about while i go through my hum drum life. i keep getting disappointed and moving on to the next boring chick (ie the ones you meet in real life). mind you i don't live in a hyper-urban place, so it's slim to none i'll meet a metal grrl.
regardless, i signed up to this site in august because i was hyper-curious about some of the sg chicks, but then i forgot about it. i think i'm going to pretend it's a web journal with more hot chicks than normal.
i'm running out of girls to fantasize about while i go through my hum drum life. i keep getting disappointed and moving on to the next boring chick (ie the ones you meet in real life). mind you i don't live in a hyper-urban place, so it's slim to none i'll meet a metal grrl.
regardless, i signed up to this site in august because i was hyper-curious about some of the sg chicks, but then i forgot about it. i think i'm going to pretend it's a web journal with more hot chicks than normal.