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I just made two toasts to my buddies. I'm drinking with Jack and Jack just kicked my ass. He usually doesn't do that. I miss Mack and Solo, they were great guys.
Something is wrong with my truck it won't start now. I just replaced the battery and the alternator and now it won't start. Its really beggining to piss me off. So I just walk away from it to prevent me from smashing everything to pieces.
I had a good Thanksgiving. I spent it with one of my good friends inlaws. I drank a little and ate a whole lot, it was almost a little depressing. It reminded me of home. I miss it but I really don't think I can go back.
On Monday I get to talk to a psychotherapist. I'm a little weary of going, but also anxious to see what he has to say. He already told me that I am depressed, have post traumatic stress disorder and I am an alcoholic. I'm not and alcoholic I can tell you that. Alcoholics go to meetings I'm just a drunk.
Peace out all you boys and girls. I'm gonna go pass out and dream of a life better than mine. Take it easy ya'll.