distantxshores

Today ends with me sleeping on the floor
I am way too tired to move the stuff off the bed

Once again I about up and drove half way across the country trying to find the missing peice I seem to be feeling. This isn't home for me, there is something else deep insdie me calling me, pulling at my heart strings till they've started to unravel.

I got a credit card debt to worry about but then again on nights like this, spending money seems to be the only way to get some sort of relief only if it lasts until the morning



I am totally crushing on an SG is that lame? probably
I probably scared her off already but she is so adroable
Not that i've seen her in her undies and what not
But she is just naturally cute and it shows through....

I shouldn't be allowed to rant at night to no one
I let down all the gaurds and show vulnerability
I also shouldn't watch "Serendipity"
Cause then I get hopeful, and thinks like that never happen.

P.S I think I might actually send my work to get published

Shoot me now....*faints* nothing can get worse than this