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If lifes not beautiful without the pain
Then id rather never ever see beauty again
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Today I worked on some of my solo album
I just hope it sounds good when I am done

I want some decent pictures of myself
I am not vain or anything I just want something good to have

le sigh

I put together a bed and dusted
I am exhausted....blah

I need some friends on here big time
How do all these people get...
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freshprncebelair:
I honestly dont know how I got all my friends.

At first I got some when I read some journals, and commented in them, and journal talked with people.

Then I got more when I started getting more involved in groups and did a Suicideboys set and all

And friends of friends helped too.

It kind of just snowballed.
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I am just looking at peoples pictures around the site
I am like I wish I had some really cool ones of me

Then I am like wait I am the only one I know
Who knows how to work any of my cameras.

lol wow this sucks.

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the cleaning lady is still down stairs and I feel like I am trapped in my...
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freshprncebelair:
I know what you mean...im the one always taking pictures...so I never get pictures of me....but all my friends have pictures of themselves.
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Ever just feel defeated

I sat outside on the sidewalk staring at the sky
Embers resting on my socks
I stared down at this blank page and wrote the words
It's all about the little things

...and thats all that matters

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Been up all night, for some reason I just cant get to sleep
I dont know what the heck is wrong with me...
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I got to talk to Summer today!!!
Oh my stars she is a sweetheart... confused

P.S I added a few of my photos in my pic section

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freshprncebelair:
Thanks for the compliments on the photos.

Your photos look good, but I agree, every photographer needs to constantly strive to be better.
andain:
Hey! I'll take you under my wing. Ask me anything and I'll try and help smile

I live in AZ too! We should hang out and go shoot sometime...:p wink
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Today ends with me sleeping on the floor
I am way too tired to move the stuff off the bed

Once again I about up and drove half way across the country trying to find the missing peice I seem to be feeling. This isn't home for me, there is something else deep insdie me calling me, pulling at my heart strings till they've started...
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summer:
I wanted to ask you - how tall are you?
summer:
I added you to msn..but you're not online ooo aaa
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And the stars hung down around are shoulders, as we listen to the beat of our own hearts, we were only a few feet from your house, but it felt like miles away, contrasted by the shade of the cool trees, I could count everyone of those stars, I love lamp and desk, and holding hands in the dark, laughter of children as it creates...
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summer:
I love to travel ;P
I saw your crush, that's so adorable of you..how are you so cute? and hand holding *swoons*

I am not going to complain about getting a lot of comments from you smile!
summer:
love that was written perfectly. come and visit!!

I like walking and curling up watching a movie too, a couple of weeks back i did a 7 mile mountain walk! haha.But i also like to go out with my friends, i love travelling to different places aswell.

Girlie romantic = Good biggrin
Adorable.
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...and she was there again, talking to me like she could care less, what I feel or think about her and the past. I walked past her, cause I'd seen right through her, and her scene. A teardrop, mascara stains lipstick smudges on burned out cigarettes. The chord tangles around my fingers as our conversation reaches the dial tone; a million miles away glass plates...
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summer:
awww. hehe, don't mention it..that's me, down to earth smile

you're so sweet!
summer:
Of course i don't mind lovely, that's really awesome of you!
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I look over to her, we have been here for hours in each others arms it seems, its amazing how time seems to slow down at those near perfect times in your life when the closeness of some one elses company is just enough to make you smile. Her eyelids heavy from a day spent dreaming of the future and whats to come, dreams she...
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summer:
Aww, that's so damn sweet of you kiss You're adorable!

I had a nice weekend thanks, me and my sister watched girlie movies, drank wine and ate the yummiest chinese food biggrin
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I looked up from the bed and saw her standing in the door frame with her back to me. Her dress was flowing behind her in the morning air. I pull myself up on to the cold wooden floor and wrap my arms around her. This is the best part of waking up in a small town, paint speckled along the floor and brushes in...
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