distantcry

sorry I've been absent. Last week I had work finals and visiting my grandpa to contend with and apparently I had strep. So thank you for the good vibes for my grandpa, he ended up having surgery friday because of a set back; when they do the echo cardiogram they inject dye in you bloodstream which fucks up your leg for 8 hours and then once it gets to the kidneys the kidneys arent to happy about tthat so they shut down, so they bust out a machine that acts like your kidneys for 8 hours.

So after all that nonsense he seems to be doing great. he called me this morning and he seems to be doing fantastic.

Last night I went to the ER...after not be being able to swallow anything and talking made me cry (for all of you that know me I'm not one to be supcetible to pain...and I like to talk....and it hurt). Any ways it turns out I had strep which infected my glands/tonsils and I had a walnut sized pusball in my throat...well its gone gone now since the doctur literally ripped it out (little unconfortable my ass....it was literally the most excrutiating pain I've had to date). To settle me down ( I was throwing punch at my hospital bed after the procedure...) they gave me morphine...it calmed me down but didnt do anything for the pain...boo. I wanted to bring the suction thing home with me (they gave me a clear dentist spit suction thing which was god because I didnt have o spit or swallow it just sucked it right out.

Anyways I'm better and can talk for the most part now. From not eating or drinking I've lost weight which is fine by me of course but next time...lets go for a less excruitiating way of losing weight.