distant

letting my fingers just flow over the keyboard tends to produce some interesting, albeit disturbing, results. Here's an example:

i've got a car in decent shape
though it won't crank anymore
much like my mind can't recall the memories
i've just a little heartbreak
though the doctor has perscribed
a few fits a week should help me to get by

i own very few things
but all that which i have
does not work or is in the process of breaking
and now that i know
how to continue daily life
stop counting the days as they go by

it happens all once
in a blink of an eye
or perhaps it's more like a twitching
i've noticed it before
as it came rushing by
sometimes life just seems more empty

so long ago
but still you can't forget
how he tortured you in front of your mother
and though you shook it off
there's that pinging in your eye
someday that mother fucker is going to die

and will the smile break
at his ultimate demise
am i really that vicious
i could do it on my own
though that'd be unwise
after all my car
is as reliable as my mind